January 18, 2008

The message for the day is . . .

Whenever I'm shuffling cards to do a tarot reading and one of them comes out of the deck of its own accord, I figure this is the most important card of the reading - it's the one that actively said, "Hey, look at me!" This morning as I was getting ready to consult the cards about a situation at hand, reading as I do these days with The Fey Tarot, this little beauty literally flew out at me:

Fey3C.jpg Three of Chalices

The simple message of this card is to take pleasure in the simple delights of abundance and joy, to just go with the flow of feeling happy. From the book, we get this more advanced insight into what the Fey version of this card has to teach us:

Happiness is one of the strongest energies that we can generate. It comes from knowing how to see the good in everything, but not only that; it also comes from knowing how to express oneself spontaneously in unexpected circumstances. Happiness is to live absolutely in the present, with no remorse for the past, nor worries for any future. Happiness, therefore, is playing and energy without reason, shape or any other kind of prop.

Seeing this card changed my outlook on the day. Instead of focusing on weekend plans that are threatening to go awry, I will just be in the present, taking my happiness where it comes without investing in a particular outcome. How freeing. How fun!

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June 11, 2007

Of Knights and Knaves

I'm a fairly intuitive tarot reader. The longer I read, the more some cards come to have a more significant meaning for me and my understanding of those cards brings depth and nuance to the readings that I do. A teacher told me that once you make a personal connection to a card - relating it to something in your own life or suddenly coming to a more profound understanding of its symbolism - that the card will forever after have that meaning for you when it appears. There are a number of cards in the deck for which this has become true for me. For example, I've written about the Nine of Pentacles and the Queens. But for some reason, I still struggle to have any intuitive feeling for the Knights and the Knaves.

These cards hold different names depending on the deck you are using. In The Fey Tarot which I've been using as my primary deck for about a year now, they are known as Knights and Knaves. The Waite-Rider deck calls them the Knights and the Pages; Crowley referred to his as Princes and Princesses. Whatever their names, these Court cards are generally understood to be youthful and less experienced personifications of their suits, the less mature counterparts to the Queens and Kings, the royal children even.

FeyKnC.jpg The Fey Tarot Knight of Chalices

In many decks the Knights are masculine and the Pages/Princesses are generally understood to be feminine, however this is not always the case. I find it interesting that the Fey Tarot doesn't adhere to this standard at all; two of its Knights are female and three of the Knaves are male. (Gender doesn't seem to be as crucial a symbology in the Fey Tarot in general.) The Waite-Rider deck depicts all of the Pages as young boys, and it's easy to see how, influenced as it is by medieval imagery, the idea of a Page as a young man in training who will go on to be a Knight some day lends itself to the ways we generally interpret these two cards. However, many books I've read that cover divinatory meanings of the Waite-Rider Pages tend to analyze them in feminine terms (Introduction to Tarot by Susan Levitt, for example). I have two Celtic-themed decks; one depicts male Knights and Pages and the other depicts Princes and Princesses. There are a lot of artistic decks that follow the Waite-Rider model and depict Pages as male, but many Goddess-themed decks and other contemporary decks depict this Court card as feminine, whether she be a Princess or some other title.

Regardless of the actual gender of the individuals depicted in the cards, I prefer to read the Knights as male and the Knaves/Pages/Princesses as female in order to balance the male/female energies of the Kings and Queens. Occasionally I see Court cards in a reading as representing an actual person, but just as often they represent some aspect of the querent or no particular person at all. In any case, it isn't their gender that makes it difficult for me to read these cards. While I may not directly identify with the Kings, I have no problem reading their energy and meaning in a spread. If my difficulty were one of gender identification, I should be able to read the Knaves/Pages/Princesses and not the Knights. Truth is, its actually easier for me to get an occasional hit from the Knights than it is for me to read their sisters.

Sometimes a Knight in a reading carries the simple meaning that our Western culture has proscribed for him: a Knight in shining armour, the romantic male figure come to rescue the damsel in distress. I often read the Knights as people who are making haste to act within the realm ruled by the suit at hand, often without thought for consequences, a characteristic of youth. But a deeper intuitive meaning usually eludes me when I'm faced with the Knights.

feyknavepentacles.jpg The Fey Tarot Knave of Pentacles

And when it comes to their young sisters at Court, well then I'm at a total loss. I was first taught that the Pages represent a person in a position of learning, and then by another teacher that they represent people with potential to realize something in their lives corresponding to the particular suits. Neither of these explanations has provided much practical guidance when it comes to interpretation in a reading. Is it simply that so many writers and artists who have conceived of the Knaves/Pages/Princesses have taken a different view of who they are that I haven't been able to find a meaning that resonates with me? Or is this some projection of my inability to understand my own young self?

The Fey Tarot book has this to say about the Court cards:

These cards are historically different from the rest of the numerical cards [of the Minor Arcana] as they are illustrated cards that have been in existence since the earliest Renaissance Tarots. When Tarots began to be used for cartomancy (which occurred three centuries after they had been created), the first esoterics paid attention to this difference in design and attributed a very particular role to the 'court cards': they were to represent specific individuals, not just situations, but archetypes and physical people.

Beyond that, this book does not put forth any particular meaning for the Knight and Knave cards except for the specific meaning given for each individual card in this particular deck. It would seem that the description above is good enough for this deck's creators, especially given that the Fey are such unique individuals to start with and the meaning of the cards on which they appear is largely determined by how they are depicted. This is fine if one wants to memorize given meanings or even to interpret based on the images alone, but doesn't offer me much help in my quest to find a more intuitive understanding of the Knights and Knaves in general.

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April 5, 2007

The Storyteller's Spread

Good news tarot fans - Dianne Sylvan has created a new spread called The Storyteller's Spread.

Get yourself right over there and check it out. I can't wait to try this!

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March 31, 2007

A Tarot Lesson: What Does Your Tower Look Like?

When I'm doing readings for myself, I use the Fey Tarot. An important thing to remember when reading with this deck is that Fey look at life with a different perspective. Where the human world tends to be characterized by the constant struggle "to have," the Fey are more concentrated on the simple desire "to be." I have a difficult time just "being" so I am finding increasingly that working with this deck offers me much-needed inspiration to change the way I approach my life.

The basic spread to use with the Fey Tarot, which is particularly suited to a daily "check-in" reading, is three cards that represent our desires, that for which we have reason to be happy, and the work we must do to overcome our personal limitations. The cards are labeled Dream, Joy, and Magic.

Approaching the cards from a Fey point of view, to dream means to abandon the body and view oneself less literally, less rationally, but sincerely, directly accessing the unconscious with a willingness to detach oneself from "reality." Joy informs much of the Fey existence. While they know pain, suffering, guilt, solitude, anger and shame like every human being, they do not let these negative feelings overwhelm or defeat them. They face everything they encounter with hope and trust, letting joy shine through their lighthearted spirits. As inherently magical beings, Fey see magic as the possibility to do things that may not seem possible. It is the ability to break away from the expected, to change things, to reverse situations - to fly. In the Fey world, wanting is being. To be is to do.

TheTower The Waite Rider Tower

Today I did a reading where The Tower came up in the Magic position. As someone who learned to read the tarot using the Waite Rider deck, my first response to The Tower is always horror. But there is a vast difference between The Tower of Pamela Colman Smith's vision of a fiery, terror filled plummet to the ground from a lightning-stricken tower and that of the Fey Tower, which has as its base not the ground, but the heavens. The Fey who inhabits this tower is not fearful but bemused, because she knows that she has wings to fly away.

FeyTower.jpg The Fey Tarot Tower


This is what the book has to say about the Fey Tower:

Things that were made one day are no longer. In as much as things can be trusted to time, it will devour them slowly and make them disappear. This is not a cause for anxiety, but of understanding the ephemeral, because everything vanishes; this does not mean it was in vain. The Fey closed in the tower watches the foundations of her house collapse and accepts that the world, today, is greater than her, and laughs.

The tower returns to the difficult concept of pain and of loss. The basic symbol recalls the ancient tower of Babel, where the will of man was opposed to divine will and man was obliged to learn his limits. Over time the tower has become a symbol of imprisonment and pain. On the one hand, it means withstanding the violence that infringes our spirit, like rocks against the waves. On the other hand, it symbolises the erecting of barriers and fortresses that protect from the outside, and seeing them finally fall.

There are moments when everyone need to hide in a tower, to be closed within oneself and one's things, but these moments must pass, and man must know how to return to the cycle of life, to give and to receive. The moment, when it arrives can cause problems if one is not ready . . . but in the end it is necessary in order to keep growing.

The tower is drawn in such a way that it appears to come from the sky and not from the ground. This is because the foundations of man are always spiritual, not just material, and the force of time is unable to corrode that. All that we possess, even in terms of friendship, love, understanding, and health, can be placed at risk, but what we really are is untouchable.

This came as an incredibly powerful "wow" moment for me. To see The Tower in these terms offers so much hope and freedom from fear. In one moment, my perspective was utterly and irrevocably altered.

What does your Tower look like?

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January 31, 2007

Tarot Card of the Day

My card for today:

The Lovers

6.jpg The Lovers from the Etteilla deck
Although it has taken on a strictly romantic revision of meaning in some modern decks, traditionally the Lovers card of Tarot reflected the challenges of choosing a partner. At a crossroads, one cannot take both paths. The images on this card in different decks have varied more than most, because we have had so many ways of looking at sex and relationships across cultures and centuries.
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Classically, the energy of this card reminded us of the real challenges posed by romantic relationships, with the protagonist often shown in the act of making an either-or choice. To partake of a higher ideal often requires sacrificing the lesser option. The path of pleasure eventually leads to distraction from spiritual growth. The gratification of the personality eventually gives way to a call from spirit as the soul matures.

Modern decks tend to portray the feeling of romantic love with this card, showing Adam and Eve at the gates of Eden when everything was still perfect. This interpretation portrays humanity before the Fall, and can be thought to imply a different sort of choice -- the choice of evolution over perfection, or the choice of personal growth through relationship -- instead of a fantasy where everything falls into place perfectly and is taken care of without effort.)

For reasons I won't share right now for fear of jinxing something promising, lets just say it was very interesting, after the morning I've had, to discover that my Card of the Day at Tarot.com was The Lovers.

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January 19, 2007

Death

While most people generally accept that the meaning of the Death card in tarot is not actual death but a symbolic death - an ending - that precedes transformation, the way the Death card is depicted in most decks still makes it unnerving to see in a reading. Death is usually a skeletal being, sometimes riding a horse, sometimes holding a sword, always a little bit creepy. Not only does this imagery make the Death card difficult for many to accept in a reading, but Death is often frightening to those who are afraid to face their shadow selves and have distanced themselves from it. The transformation that Death offers is therefore often elusive.

FeyDeath.jpg Death, The Fey Tarot

Lately I've been using the Fey Tarot to do readings for myself. The primary way to read with these cards is a triple-card spread with a card each for Desire, Joy and Magic. Desire represents that which we want or hope for, Joy represents what it is that we have to be happy for, and Magic represents the work we need to do. This morning the Death card turned up in the Joy position. One might think that Death is hardly a joyful card, but if you consider the card's meaning, especially the meaning of the Fey Death, it's not so farfetched to accept Death as something to be happy about.

When we reach this Death, she has a kind face, welcoming us. She has eyes of two different colors. One indicates hope, and shines with light, where any other kind of light would not show. The other shines with a more ominous light, because she is the great consoler from whom you cannot flee. She gazes at us with a friendly smile, patient and at the same time sad because of the fear she knows she inspires. She rests her head in her hand, waiting for the last move to be made.

In death there is a passage from one place in life to another. It is the end of a moment, now past, that has become the beginning of a future moment, now our present. Death gives us the chance for metamorphosis and for many this can be a welcome and wondrous thing.

The Fey Death wears around her neck a medal that represents an eclipse. As an eclipse hides the Sun's light, Death describes all the times in which we emerge from the dark only to be immersed in another light. It is not an end, but a beginning. In the world of the Fey nothing can really die because the spirit is immortal. Yet even for us humans, Death doesn't have to be an end. It can be an opportunity, fixed as we are to that idea of opportunity being the thing that brings something new and worthy into our lives.

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January 18, 2007

Tarot Card of the Day

Since I start my new job today and it is a New Moon, I thought I'd check out my Tarot Card of the Day at Tarot.com to see if it offered any clues for what my day might hold.

My card for today:

Temperance

14.jpg Temperance from the Golden Tarot
What is traditionally known as the Temperance card is a reference to the Soul. Classically female, she is mixing up a blend of subtle energies for the evolution of the personality. One key to interpreting this card can be found in its title, a play on the process of tempering metals in a forge.
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Metals must undergo extremes of temperature, folding and pounding, but the end product is infinitely superior to impure ore mined from the earth. In this image, the soul volunteers the ego for a cleansing and healing experience which may turn the personality inside-out, but which brings out the gold hidden within the heart. (This card is entitled "Art" in the Crowley deck.)

I think this card is appropriate for me right now for a variety of reasons. Firstly, it follows all of the work that I have been doing recently and to know that my soul will be stronger for all of the cleansing and healing it has been subjected to lately is reassuring and happy making. Secondly, I have given lots of thought to the personal growth involved in stepping outside my comfort zone to try something new. This new job may not quite turn my personality "inside-out" but it does represent a newfound willingness on my part to try things that before I wouldn't have considered. Is there gold in my heart that has been hiding? Perhaps we're about to find out.

Wish me luck!

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January 10, 2007

Tarot Card of the Day

A few months ago I met an online colleague who was writing for Tarot.com and suggested I check it out. It is an interesting site, mostly for fun, but I was trying to reconnect with tarot and thought it might be a good tool to use in that endeavor. So I registered. Another online blog friend uses Tarot.com for the numerology section, so I went on the site the other day to find out about my personal number for the year 2007. One thing I discovered upon this visit was that all this time the site had been generating a personalized Card of the Day for me. How intriguing!

My card for today:

The Star

17.jpg The Star from the Celestial Tarot
What has traditionally been known as the Star card is about reconnecting one's Soul with the Divine -- the transcending of personality, family, community and reputation. It has to do ultimately with the freedom to be one's Self. The Soul is responding to celestial influences -- forces that can provide the personality with a stronger sense of purpose. The Star card helps us to remember our exalted origins and our attraction to a Higher Union.
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This card could also be called the "Celestial Mandate" -- that which refers us back to our reason for being, our mission in this lifetime. The Star reminds us that, in a sense, we are agents of Divine Will in our day-to-day lives. If we let go of the idea that we are supposed to be in control, we can more easily notice and appreciate the synchronicities that are nudging us along. In this way, we become more conscious of the invisible Helping Hand, and we better understand our place within -- and value to -- the larger Cosmos.

After all of the work that I've been doing lately that points to some real change in this new year, and with my psych final - the final remaining remnant from last year - now behind me, this sounds right on.

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October 12, 2006

Nine of Pentacles: Feminist Icon

When you've been studying and reading the tarot for a while, certain cards begin to resonate in a more personal way and for you, as a reader, forever after have deeper, more powerfully nuanced meanings. It's something akin to what Rachel Pollack refers to as "the Gates," certain minor arcana cards that open to hidden experiences in everyday things. For her, these cards "open a path from the ordinary world to the inner level of archetypal experiences" and they take on a "myth-like Strangeness which no allegorical interpretation can completely penetrate." For Pollack, the Gates contain layers of meaning that reveal greater significance upon further study and meditative contemplation. I believe that it is possible for all of us to develop our own Gate-like cards when the synchronicity between an experience in our lives and the appearance of a card within the context of a particular reading or spread suddenly clicks.

For me, one of those cards is the Nine of Pentacles.

pents09 small.png Nine of Pentacles, Waite-Ryder Tarot

I learned to read tarot on the Waite-Ryder deck and anyone who is familiar with tarot has seen the image depicted on this card: a woman in a lovely dress, standing in a lavish garden with one hand on a pentacle and holding a falcon on the other. The simple interpretation of this card in a reading would be abundance, good management of material affairs, and success in the accumulation of wealth and comfort. On the surface, it's easy to see that in this card, and it does carry that meaning. However, if you consider what the card could represent on a deeper level, there is so much more to it than that.

In her book Seventy-Eight Degrees of Wisdom, Rachel Pollack begins to explore some of what I mean:

As material cards Pentacles deal with success and what it means in a person's life. The woman depicted in the Nine of Pentacles is sharply aware of the good things in her life - her hand rests on the Pentacles, her thumb hooks on a grapevine. Awareness is one of the card's basic meanings, especially self-awareness and the ability to distinguish what matters in life, what goals truly demand our best efforts. The card signifies success - but not simply the material benefits; it means as well the sense of certainty that comes with knowing one has made the right choices and followed them with the necessary actions. The pentacles growing on the the bushes symbolize a life that is productive and alive.

Success here means not so much worldly achievement as success in "creating" ourselves out of the material given to us by the circumstances and conditions of our life. And certainty, in its strongest sense, means more than looking back and seeing that we have done the right thing. It also means the ability to know where others can only guess. The Nine of Pentacles stands as the emblem of this quality, the true mark of the evolved person.

For women, personal and professional success is often hard-won. While our feminist sisters and mothers who came before us paved the way for women of my generation to experience less of the sexual discrimination and inequality present in the workplace and in the world, for all of their hard work there are still cultural influences and institutionalized systems for keeping women not quite as equal as we should be. All one needs to do is to pay attention to the continual attacks on freedom of reproductive choice and to realize that women, on average, still only make seventy-seven cents to every dollar earned by men (Source: U.S. Census Bureau, Current Population Survey, 2005 Annual Social and Economic Supplement.) to know that our society still considers women as less deserving.

Achieving success, however we choose to define that for ourselves, often comes at great personal expense. While it was largely accepted for a long time that women could "have it all" - a well-paying, powerful job as well as a family and a fulfilling home life - more recently women are coming to accept how difficult, stressful and often impossible that life is to achieve. On the other hand, women who choose to stay home to raise their children risk losing the respect of peers who define success as holding a powerful job and accumulation of wealth, and in the worst case scenario, their own self-respect and sense of self worth when they compare themselves to others, even to other mothers whom they view as being better than they are.

Trust me, as an alumna of a prestigious all-women's college, I understand the pressure exerted upon us to live up to the examples of those who have achieved great success in their chosen fields. There is no allowance for "small" successes. Just today, I received an email from my college recognizing a woman in my graduating class for being elected to the “Forty Under 40 class of 2006," a list of women and men who have demonstrated their ability to make a difference in their community. This woman was recently named president of a high-tech software company that serves Fortune 100 firms nationwide and she has had a leadership role in a project to develop improved mental health services for children in her city and to eliminate the stigma of mental illness. I applaud her efforts and celebrate the recognition she is receiving for them. But a tiny place inside me twists and it gives me pause to look at what I'm doing with my life. It's difficult not to find my life small and inconsequential in comparison.

9pentacles.jpg Nine of Pentacles, The Fey Tarot

Looking at the reality of how we have come to define success in our culture, for someone who is striving to create broader-reaching qualifications for personal success that encompass a spiritual element and a certain level of intellectual enlightenment, Rachel Pollack's words serve as a powerful reminder that we women have the power within to create ourselves - to use what we've been given in life to carve a space from this world within which we can live and thrive and succeed - on our terms. Achieving success doesn't have to feel so hard or so bitter when we look at it this way.

In Rachel Pollack's discussion of the Nine of Pentacles, she goes on to make much of the fact that the woman stands alone in her garden. This, Pollack suggests, signifies that in order for this woman to achieve what she has, she as had to give up normal companionship. "In readings, this symbolism does not mean that the card inevitably advises giving up a relationship; but it does call for self-reliance and a certain loneliness in pursuit of goals." Here is where my views differ from Pollack's. I prefer to think not that the woman has had to give up companionship but that she has made choices in her life that were for her own best interest. She has refused to subjugate her will to that of a companion. Because it is only in the pursuit of her interests that she will she find the success that Pollack is describing. Many of us miss finding that success when we make choices based on what is better for someone else or what we think we have to do in order to stay in relationship. If that ultimately does not feed our soul's need then we do not achieve this success for ourselves.

How many women have stayed in a marriage or a relationship for the security it affords them, only to lose themselves in the process? Ironically, though the Nine of Pentacles is in the suit that represents the material realm, what this woman has achieved in her world is her self. It may not have been without personal sacrifice and loss along the way. However, she did what she had to do, she accomplished a lot, and now that she's there she stands strong and confident, feeling all the happier achieving her success because she knows that she's done it for herself. She's always aware of what it took to get there but she never looks back, she never apologizes, and she never again loses herself.

I took a tarot class not too long ago because, although I'd been reading the cards for a while, I thought it would be instructional to learn another approach to reading and interpretation. My teacher had an interesting approach to interpreting the Queen cards and it is that slight interpretive shift that was the most significant learning experience I took from his class. Essentially, he taught us that the Queens represent the mature embodiment of the essence of each of the suits. The mantra of the Queen is: "I'm old enough, I'm wise enough, and I owe it to myself." This expression of what the Queens represent I believe is also what the Nine of Pentacles, as a "gate," has to teach us. As we move through the suits, the lessons offered by each of the Queens build upon the others to bring us to a completion of sorts - to the success that the Nine of Pentacles enjoys.

The essence of the Queen of Wands is of being and of self-actualization. She says, "I now have the maturity, the integrity and the dignity to live my truth." As the Queen of Wands, you don't feel that you have to prove anything to anyone. If they don't "get it" that is not your problem. Others' reactions don't matter any more. What you are experiencing and how you are living your life is just a part of who you are. You are old enough, whole enough, and you owe it to yourself to just live the truth of who you are.

The essence of the Queen of Cups is about recognizing the virtue of healthy and compassionate boundaries within relationships (something we uncover within ourselves). This is difficult in our culture because as women we're taught that sacrificing ourselves and our needs for the good of others is the best, most noble, thing we can do. The Queen of Cups tells us that to constantly go out of our way to accommodate another person we are actually doing a disservice to both, because we are reinforcing the message that by sacrificing oneself we can complete another. As individuals we can complement each other, but we cannot complete each other. The Queen of Cups invites you as an individual to recognize your own wholeness and to understand that it doesn't help another person to lose yourself.

"Being" the Queen of Cups is a challenge for many women. When we care about someone we want them to be happy and we tend to want to do all we can for them. We have to be able to be in the relationship but at the same time require the other person to work by participating in the process of making themselves happy. This is difficult because societal influences often make us feel guilty if we don't do more. We're painted as selfish if we choose to protect the integrity of our selves. Knowing where the boundaries need to be in order to be healthy and compassionate, going beyond them doesn't benefit anyone, least of all yourself. You don't have to change; it's up to the other person to meet you half way.

Another aspect to the integrity of the Queen of Cups is letting go of the fantasy of how we wish a relationship (and life) could be and truly wanting to experience it for what it really is. It's the flip-side of requiring others to hold up their end of relationship responsibilities; it's being mature enough to recognize that we cannot expect others to be any more than themselves and, again, recognizing that a relationship is better when both people are free to be who they really are. In this way, we see the progression and incorporation of the lesson of the Queen of Wands with that of the Queen of Cups.

pg9p.jpg Nine of Pentacles, Blue Rose Tarot

The Queen of Swords embodies the virtue of discretion or discernment. She says, "I have the maturity, integrity and dignity to analyze the pros and cons and to make a wise choice." The issue isn't one of compromise; it's about balance. The Queen of Swords appreciates that balance is the better choice. Discretion allows us to be open to a variety of possibilities for thinking and being in the world and to be open to other points of view. What gives the Queen of Swords her power is her ability to weigh her options and to know how to make the best choice for herself. Discretion being the better part of valor, our Queen has grown through the lessons of the Wands and Cups to the point where she can now make decisions and act within a personal paradigm arrived at through self-acknowledgement and respect.

The Queen of Pentacles is the embodiment of the virtue of responsibility and accountability. Once we create an environment that can support us, patiently working through the process, we attain the ability to embrace these virtues. We have a unique ability to tend to our needs because we now know what they are. Easier said than done! Responsibility and accountability are separate things. By the time we have reached the lesson that the Queen of Pentacles has to teach us, we understand the difference and have the means to hold ourselves and others to account. Once we examine and recognize what we have, both in a material and in a psychological sense, we can better utilize our assets to live the life we want. The very definition of success.

I think the Nine of Pentacles is such an important card because it represents the process of achieving success through the lessons the Queens have to teach us. While technically speaking, the Queens "outrank" the Nine of Pentacles, that's not really the point here. The Nine of Pentacles represents the culmination of the work a woman has to do to succeed for herself - to become the embodiment of the virtues of the Queens. To become a Queen herself.

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September 27, 2006

The Chariot

The other day I wrote about letting my personal Chariot, the metaphoric mode of transportation that takes me on life's journey, go astray. As I usually do when I need information I don't have about what to do in some area of my life, I turned to the tarot. One of my little reading quirks is that when a card falls out of the deck while shuffling, I always pick it up and consider it as part of the reading. It's usually the most important card, the universe's way of bringing something particular to my attention. What card popped out during this particular reading? The Chariot, of course. There are, as I've said numerous times, no coincidences.

Chariot.jpg The Chariot, The Fey Tarot

Lately, I've been doing most of my reading with The Fey Tarot. Its images are beautiful and compelling and I like the sensibility the Fey bring to considering what the cards mean.

Here is what The Fey Tarot book says about The Chariot:

The Sentence

Run fast, on roads and bridges, crossing the earth, prey to haste, to reach a place in time.

The Fey that runs with the chariot is sustained by her magic and from this magic velocity and purpose comes. Willingness, knowledge and wisdom, dominion and power, all come to nothing if a purpose remains unmoved and is not guided or held by reins.

The reflections of triumph and success are in the river that the chariot crosses, but it has already passed by.

Reflections

A card of movement and audacity, it shows intention. Without aims or desires, man is as empty as a deserted road. But if he gives his real nature a direction, this acquires form and each step brings him nearer.

Without purpose of action, man is lost, passive, waiting, but in the Chariot this waiting ends and he comes to the road.

These passages address so closely the feelings and impressions I expressed the other day that it gave me goose bumps to read them. The universe does have its ways of getting its messages across!

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August 20, 2006

The Fey Tarot

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When I was in Ireland I bought a beautiful tarot deck, The Fey Tarot. Printed by Lo Scarabeo in Italy, its artwork is by Mara Aghem and the book is written by Riccardo Minetti.

I bought The Fey Tarot because I found its images beautiful and intriguing. As I've begun to practice reading with it, I've discovered that it is exactly the right deck for me at this stage in my life's path, spiritual pursuits and intellectual interests.

The book begins by telling us:

In this deck the traditional archetypes of the Tarot blend together with the Fey world: whether one believes in their existence or denies it as though dreaming it, the Fey Creatures speak through the symbols of the imagination (especially in this deck), the infinite potential of the cosmos, as well as our world.

A human world which is characterized by the constant struggle "to have" vs. "to be". This struggle does not belong to Fey creatures, which are concentrated on being. They seem what they are, they are what they seem.

To begin to acquaint myself with this deck I went back to the practice of doing a daily reading for myself. Sometimes I address a specific question; often I just want to get a read on the day. Although I'm sure these cards could be as effectively read using any spread, I chose to use the spread recommended in the book - the Dream-Joy-Magic spread.

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The card in the Dream position indicates the querient's desires. Joy indicates the reasons why the querient should be happy. And Magic indicates what the querient must do about this situation in order to overcome his or her personal limits.

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One of the things that I like best about reading with this deck is its insistence that we approach the questions we are asking from a Fey point of view. The Fey know pain, suffering, guilt, solitude, anger and shame like every human being, but they do not shun the negative aspects of their life; they do not become overwhelmed or defeated by them. Joy always shines through their in their thoughts and actions. The Fey are magical. Their magic is the possibility to do things that don't seem possible, to change things, to reverse situations, to fly. In the Fey world, wanting is being. To be is to do.

For someone who has been struggling lately with the effort just "to be" this offers a powerful message and the cards become a daily reminder to look at what's happening in my life with some fresh perspective. It is, after all, important to remember that there is always a reason to be happy, even if our human habit is to ignore this truth. And to have a magical lesson on how to use this joy to transform our situation represents the essence of why we turn to the tarot in the first place.

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When I lay a spread for myself, I first take a few minutes just to look at the cards. I make notes on what I see in their imagery - what the Fey are doing, the expressions on their faces, the things that surround them. I write my thoughts about what I think the cards mean, based on my experience of reading tarot. Then I look at the book to see what it says about the meaning of the cards. All together this serves to give me a nuanced reading and some fundamental knowledge about reading with the Fey.

The book includes a section that guides you through a meditative process for getting to know the advanced meanings of the cards. It essentially asks you to choose a card at random, to study its imagery, to read the meaning given in the book, and to contemplate why that card has that meaning. Think of other meanings the card may have. Look at the cards that precede and follow it - what insights do they have to offer? This exercise is very helpful to experience the cards not as separate, isolated ideas but as moments in a dynamic story. It also helps to bring about a richer and more complex awareness of what the cards represent to you as a reader, which in turn makes reading with the cards a more powerful and intuitive process.

For more information about The Fey Tarot, Tarot Passages has a few deck reviews: by Lee Burston, Joan Cole, Arielle Smith and Diane Wilkes,

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January 19, 2006

To Reverse Or Not To Reverse

When I first learned how to read tarot my teacher told me that there were enough cards in the deck to represent the - shall we say - more challenging side of life and therefore it wasn't necessary to read cards in reversed position. And so whenever I read cards, I simply put them all right side up - easier to read that way anyway!

As I'm getting back into the habit of daily readings for myself in an effort to reacquaint myself with the cards, I've considered reading reversals, wondering if this would add more nuance to my readings. For one thing, I already know what all the cards mean - this process is a refresher. For another, to understand what a card means reversed you need to be familiar with what it means to start with - so it's still a refresher.

I'm curious to hear from other readers to find out how you view reversals. Do you read them or not?

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January 17, 2006

Tarot and the Body

Okay, I realize that I'm writing a lot about tarot lately. It's just that I'm diving back into it after some time away and the way I learned was to do a reading for myself every day. So I've gone back to that practice and well, some interesting questions are coming up.

A good spread for daily readings is the three-card Body, Mind and Spirit spread. One card represents each area of your life for that day. Mind and Spirit are easy - at least for me - because I always see the cards as indicators of the psychological state. But Body? Not so easy for me.

What does it mean, for instance, when the Two of Cups pops up as the Body card? This is a card that I've always read as a friendship or perhaps new relationship. What does that have to do with my body? I'm going to work out with a friend today?

Clearly I need to spend some time thinking about this. But it could end up to be a very intriguing intellectual exercise to figure out what the cards do mean in relationship to the more physical side of daily existence. Any thoughts and comments are surely welcome! You'll probably hear more from me on this subject as I delve further in.

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January 10, 2006

A Puzzling Tarot Reading

As those of you who have been following along have doubtless been able to surmise, I lately have been experiencing a less than lovely romantic situation. It had a most unpleasant coda on Sunday - a hurtful and unnecessary phone call that left me stunned, angry and bewildered. I needed to understand it and so I turned where I always do in cases like this - tarot.

However, with the cards laid out in front of me, I was just as confused as before. So I thought I would enlist the help of my reader friends to figure out what this could mean.

I used my favorite spread, The Celtic Cross. Keep in mind that I was taught to read tarot without reversals, so everything is straight up. This is what I got:

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1. Strength
2. Nine of Cups
3. Nine of Wands
4. The Lovers
5. Ten of Swords
6. Five of Pentacles
7. Nine of Swords
8. The Hermit
9. Ten of Cups
10. King of Cups

Continue reading "A Puzzling Tarot Reading"

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January 3, 2006

The DruidCraft Tarot

Somewhere recently I read a review of this deck. It was described as influenced by Druidry and Wicca and, although easily recognizable to those who read the Waite Rider deck, possessing distinctively pagan symbolism. I was intrigued and decided to try it.

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My usual resource for reading materials and supplies - Unicorn Books in Cambridge - didn't carry it. I figured I'd wait until after the holidays and have them order it for me. Lo and behold, it turned up at the Trident Bookstore! Of course I snatched it right up.

I haven't actually started reading with these cards yet. My plan is to spend some time with the book first. It is better than most literature that comes with tarot decks and does a great job of explaining the philosophy that went into the creation of this deck.

A Tarot for Wicca and Druidry

Just as the Tarot can help us to understand so many different spiritual approaches, it also offers an ideal medium for exploring the central ideas of Wicca and Druidry. In addition, it is intimately linked to both past historically and philosophically. And, once we explore these links, we find ourselves arrivng at the common ground that is shared by both paths, and that we have called DruidCraft.

The imagery in this deck, besides being distinctly pagan, is noticeably Scottish - one of the reasons it appealed to me! Many of the people are wearing kilts and plaid and the cards depict a very Old World environment. In some cases, images and symbols are different from the Waite Rider deck and a few of the Major Arcana have been renamed.

druidcrafttemperance.jpg Temperance has become The Fferyllt

What excites me most about this deck is the promise of delving deeper into the spirituality of the Craft and my Celtic heritage through tarot. I've read tarot for a while but haven't focused on reading cards much lately. I've resolved to make my study of the Craft a serious focus for this new year. So I'm eager to start reading with these cards.

The book contains a Rite of Blessing and Dedication for the cards (as well as notes on spreads). Now that the moon is Waxing, I'll pick an auspicious day to perform the ceremony and then I'll get to reading.

I'll be sure to keep you posted!

The DruidCraft Tarot by Philip and Stephanie Carr-Gomm, Art by Bill Worthington

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November 5, 2005

The Smart Girl's Guide to Tarot

You've read Rachel Pollack. You've read Aleister Crowley. Now read Emmi Fredericks. In The Smart Girl's Guide to Tarot she puts a thoroughly modern twist on reading the cards that is fresh and funny.

Take, for example, her spin on The Queen of Pentacles:

Who wouldn't want to be the Queen of Pentacles? First of all, she's stinking rich. Doesn't have to worry about a thing, financially. Intelligent, talented, a woman of impeccable taste - think Jackie O. or Audrey Hepburn, that's the kind of quality we're talking about.

Truly inspired says this Taurus/Sheep with a thing for expensive shoes.

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This book is not a replacement for more serious and academic resources on tarot. But for those of us who know how to read already it offers a perspective on the cards that will be certain to make reading for ourselves and our girlfriends a bit more au courant and entertaining.

Skip the part in the beginning where she spends some time helping readers rationalize why they're turning to tarot in the first place - we're already hip to the scene! You also won't need the sections on how the cards work and how to do a reading. But there's plenty of meaty content when she discusses all of the Major and Minor Arcana, including reversals. She also gives sample readings and spreads, complete with how she interpreted the cards within each context.

It's been a while since I've spent much time with the cards. I'm hoping that this charming book will inspire me to pick them up again. My only question is, where can I get the deck of Meredith Green's delightful illustrations?

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October 12, 2005

Which Tarot Card Are You?

I am the Star card.

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Image from: Danielle Sylvie Taylor

The Star is the light of hope. Shining in the night, sending light into darkness, the stars provide direction to sailors and are a field on which to dream. Humanity used to look up at the sky and desire to be there, to find out what it all meant, and now we have been a distance into space and have elementary ideas of the makeup of all the different stars. This kind of achievement adds further fuel to our hopes. The eternal, slow-moving stars that will be long shining past the end of our own existence provide hope of immortality, and the vast space they suggest and the very mystery they hold provide us with excitement and knowledge yet to be discovered.

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September 18, 2005

Let's Start at the Very Beginning

My first Tarot reading was in Salem, Massachusetts. I went in a skeptic and left a believer. Several years later in San Francisco, I sought another Tarot reading because I needed some answers to some really big questions. I got them and more. The reader I found lived a block and half away from me – there are no coincidences – and she was to become one of my dearest friends. I took a Tarot class of hers and discovered that I was an intuitive reader myself. Rich as it is in symbolism, the Tarot was a natural extension of my interest and study in art historical iconography. It was the beginning of my path to magick.

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