May 1, 2008

It's Not Easy Being Green

What would the world look like if everyone lived like me? Consumer Consequences is an interactive web game designed to answer that question precisely.

Part of American Public Media's special series, Consumed, which explores whether the modern American lifestyle is sustainable in the long run, Consumer Consequences asks as series of questions about your lifestyle. As you play, it shows you how many "Earths" of natural resources it would take to sustain the 6.6 billion people on this planet if they all lived like you. The graphics that appear onscreen as you play reflect the waste you produce, the infrastructure you require, the energy you consume, and how your lifestyle impinges on forests and other undeveloped land. The program calculates your ecological footprint based on the information your provide, lets you compare your lifestyle with other players, and gives you a chance to modify your choices and reduce your footprint.

How did I fare? Terribly!

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Look at that - it would take 4.2 Earths to sustain everyone if they lived my lifestyle. Yikes! For someone who lives in the city, doesn't own a car, walks everywhere for the most part and buys organic food, I certainly leave a big footprint. So what is this city witch to do?

Well, to start I found this article on How to green your life. I also searched for books on the subject and among the many available found these that appealed to me:

Big Green Purse: Use Your Spending Power to Create a Cleaner, Greener World

Wake Up and Smell the Planet: The Non-Pompous, Non-Preachy Grist Guide to Greening Your Day

Go Green, Live Rich: 50 Simple Ways to Save the Earth and Get Rich Trying

The Green Book: The Everyday Guide to Saving the Planet One Simple Step at a Time

And coming this summer: Llewellyn's 2009 Green Living Guide

It looks like I have some reading to do and some changes to make in my lifestyle! Kermit was right - it's not easy being green!

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 8:13 AM | Comments (0)

April 29, 2008

Happy Birthday To Me!

Yes, I am shamelessly announcing that today is my birthday because I don't look my age and I'm very proud! Some girlfriends and I are going to a divine little boite in Cambridge, Cuchi Cuchi, to celebrate. How convenient for me that Tuesdays are the days that they have a tarot card reader on hand!

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In addition to trying some of their Diva Darling Cocktails, we also have a very nice bottle of pink champagne to make sure the party stays lively.

Take care of the luxuries and the necessities will take care of themselves.
- Dorothy Parker

My motto to be sure! Kisses all around!

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April 23, 2008

Getting My Hands In The Earth

Yesterday was Earth Day. April 22nd each year marks the anniversary of the birth of the modern environmental movement and, since its foundation in 1970, has become a veritable juggernaut of activism and celebration for this little blue and green planet we call home. The significance of this day I'm sure is not lost on any of us who worship Earth as mother and to whom we look for the foundation of our spirituality.

While I did not participate in any of yesterday's organized activities, today I had my own private Earth Day because I literally got my hands in the Earth and planted flowers. Planting flowers may not seem like a very big deal to most people, but I can't remember the last time I had anything to do with flowers that didn't come delivered with a bow and a sentimental card. And actually digging in the dirt? Grabbing fists full of loamy soil and pushing it around plants? I'm a city girl - I just never did those things. That is why my morning of planting flowers and getting my hands in the soil and not caring a whit about how dirty my nails and my clothes got was such a monumental thing for me. And damn it felt good!

Today I was planting pansies. I had a couple of varieties, but my favorites were the tiny ones with cute purple and orange faces. Tomorrow I have some heather to plant, as well as some herbs and some vegetables.

Truly!

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 5:19 PM | Comments (1)

April 8, 2008

We interrupt this blog for the flu

My apologies for being generally absent and short on commentary for the past week or so. This flu I came down with has been doing a number on me. When I've been able to get off the sofa long enough to sit at the computer, my brain spins and nothing much like an intelligent sentence wants to form.

This afternoon I'm playing shopkeeper, looking after a friend's jewelry gallery for her. As long as I don't pass out on any of the customers I'll be fine.

More later . . .

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March 29, 2008

Run, Save Yourselves!

I've tried, really I have, to write something interesting and insightful about choosing the perfect stone for talismans. I lost the document during a reboot. I thought I might amuse you with a silly quiz, but the one I thought might be the most fun - How Evil Are You - required me to give my mailing address before they would reveal my results. No thank you. So I find myself on this chilly, sunny Saturday filled with ennui and not a spark of inspiration to be found. At least I dutifully made my bed, tidied my apartment and did some laundry - I'm not a total lout.

Now, I'm off to take my new white jeans to the tailor to be hemmed. Yes, I'm short. But at least I am happy knowing that these are the skinniest jeans I've worn since I was in my early twenties and running several miles every day. My goal is to be hotter in my forties than I was in my thirties. So far so good.

I do apologize for the boring blather. To keep you happily reading until I can get back in the, erm, writer's seat, here are a few great posts I've found on my recent journeys around the blogosphere:

Slade at Shift Your Spirits writes about The Nature of Epiphany.

Spiders and Snakes and Deer, Oh My! is Dianne Sylvan's musing on animal totems.

Sera, the Spiritual Cowgirl, ponders our persistent need to ask the question Do You Like Me?

Hecate is pure inspiration for aspiration as she shares how Oddly, This (And By "This," I Mean "Everything") Appears To Be Working Out.

Deborah Oak at Branches Up, Roots Down writes about the state of Pagans in military service in the times that try our souls.

Le Cornichon at Bon Bons of Impertinence opines whether or not Jesus just hangs out and gives recipes for a Stations of the Cross pub crawl, N'awlins style, in the hilarious Jesus loves you - but only as a friend.

That should keep you busy until I can locate my brain and actually write something worth blogging. Happy Saturday! And don't do anything I wouldn't do (which gives you plenty of room, trust me).

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 1:09 PM | Comments (1)

March 14, 2008

Holly Holy

Holly holy eyes, dream of only me
Where I am, what I am
What I believe in
Holly holy

Holly holy dream
Wanting only you
And she come
And I run just like the wind will
Holly holy

Sing a song
Sing a song of songs
Sing it out, Sing it strong
Yeah! Yeah!

Call the sun in the dead of the night
And the sun gonna rise in the sky
Touch a man who can't walk upright
And that lame man, he gonna fly
And I fly, yeah, And I fly

Holly holy love
Take the lonely child
And the seed
Let it be full with tomorrow
Holly holy

Sing a song
Sing a song of songs
Sing it out, sing it strong
Yeah! Yeah!

Call the sun in the dead of the night
And the sun gonna rise in the sky
Touch a man who can't walk upright
And that lame man, he gonna fly
And I fly, yeah
God (And) I fly

Holly holy dream
Dream 'bout only you
Holly holy sun
Holly holy rain
Holly holy love

by Neil Diamond

Yes, folks, tonight I have Neil Diamond singing in my head.

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January 14, 2008

What a difference a day makes!

Just this weekend the sun was shining, it was warmish and I was frolicking on the beach. Now it's snowing about two inches a minute and winter is back with a vengeance. I think while it's in the still-pretty-before-becoming-disgusting-black-piles stage that is the fate of all snow in the city I'm going to be brave and go out for a walk. iPhone photos to follow.

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January 2, 2008

Day One

Reborn and shivering
Settled on new terrain
Unsure, unkind, insane
It's faint and shaken

Chorus:

Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as I
And not as we

Verse 2:

Gun-shy and shivering
Tear it without a hand
Feign brave but still intent
Little and hardly here

Chorus:

Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as I
And not as we

Eyes wet toward wide open fright,
If God is taking bias, I pray he wants to lose,

Chorus:

Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I'm barely making sense
For now I'm faking it
'Til I'm psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again
But this time I as I
And not as we

Not As We, by Alanis Morissette

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October 21, 2007

Crumbs in the Forest

Okay, so I'm not intent on luring you to a house made of food, but I thought I better leave a few crumbs otherwise none of you will ever be able to find me, given how far off the path I've strayed lately. I apologize for the continued absence. I will try to get back to being a dutiful and entertaining blogger soon - promise.

So, here are my crumbs:

1. I have blue jays and cardinals and other little birds I never expected to see in the city hanging out on my back deck. I even have a resident squirrel. This is cool.

2. I met a new man and for the last few weeks I've been floating a few inches above the Earth and acting like a giddy teenager. It's wonderful to have someone courting me, to feel desired and appreciated, to experience that frisson of anticipation for a romantic weekend away. These things come when we make room for them.

3. A dear friend has been painting crows lately and has agreed to do a commissioned piece for me. I'm so excited! I can't wait to see the creative amalgamation of my experiences and his vision manifest in paint. Stay tuned.

4. Samhain is coming soon. I can't wait. I realize I'm late to the party but in the next few days I am going to make up for my recent lack of connection. I am witching it out this year - I don't care what anyone thinks. I found some over-the-top hats at a shop on Beacon Hill of all places and I'm going to get one to wear to ritual. This week I'm filling my place with pumpkins and cauldrons and spiders - oh my. The way that some people prepare for Christmas, I'm in the mood to prepare for Samhain this year. Forgive me for being over the top and obvious - I'm finding my way back.

As it is with fields, sometimes lying fallow is a necessary part of fertility. So, I guess that's what I've been doing, lying fallow to allow myself a needed rest and re-energizing so that I can return better and more creative than before. Thank you for hanging in there with me.

Blessed be!

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September 3, 2007

Turning a Corner

Yes, I did drop off the face of the planet for a while for reasons too numerous and complicated to explain. But I'm back now, feet on terra firma and alive and well, albeit in new digs.

I missed the Full Moon. All of my magickal books and tools are in boxes somewhere. It will take me a bit of time to get back into full witch mode. I started a few posts over the past few weeks and some of them are worth picking back up to appear here later. Bear with me a little while longer and I promise, Blogickal will return to its normal self soon.

Right now I'm sitting at my desk, in front of a window through which a wonderful cool breeze is blowing, and instead of hearing the sounds of a busy street I'm hearing the sounds of a neighborhood. What a difference turning a corner can make!

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July 5, 2007

From Desert to Lake

I had a lovely time with my family in Tucson. It was nice to have some time with my father and mostly we just hung out around the house. My twelve-year-old cousin once removed and I were the "kids" so I spent a lot of time playing in the pool and listening to stories about horror movies and boys. I was deemed appropriately cool. My aunt and I got up early most mornings (the only time of day when it was tolerable) to go walking/hiking on a nearby trail. One morning we saw two families of quail - teeny little quail babies are very cute. We also saw mule deer, lots of lizards and birds, mercifully no rattlesnakes. Before I arrived my aunt had fished two scorpions out of the pool and I spent the few days I was there terrified one was going to bite me (I never saw any others than the dead ones my aunt carried around in a baggie and trotted out to scare me.) One day we all went to the Arizona Sonora Desert Museum, a zoo, natural history museum and botanical garden all in one. It's a place I remember enjoying as a child and it didn't disappoint this trip, despite the heat. Every day was in the 100's. Tuesday it was 109 and the day I left promised to be just as hot.

Now I'm back on the East Coast. After a brief overnight stopover at my apartment, I'm off to the woods of Connecticut. More hanging out. Different climate, different scenery, different company. Just as enjoyable I anticipate. It's raining now, but the weekend will be warm and sunny. Maybe we'll take the boat out on the lake.

I'm certainly getting my fill of nature this week. And family. And fun. Yay!

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June 29, 2007

Go West Young Woman, Go West

So, I'm headed to Tucson, Arizona for a few days to visit my father. Of course I would leave for the desert on the day when ocean breezes blow into Boston and the temperature goes back to a comfy 71. I hear it was 112 degrees in Tucson a couple of days ago. Oh well. Dad has a pool.

I think my days will likely be spent pool-hanging and lounging in the air conditioning, but you never know, I might make it out to Old Tucson to pretend that I'm back in the Old West. (My aunt is also visiting with her grandaughther; kids love the Old Tucson thing.) Maybe I'll see if I can find a Native American shaman (I still need to practice my shamanic skills).

This may be my last post for a bit. Right now I'm stuck in the Chicago airport and once I get to Tucson I won't have internet access. Unless I find a Starbucks. Ah Starbucks. As much as we love to hate them, they do have their uses.

Hi-ho Silver, away! (That's as much Lone Ranger speak as I know.)

And now I'm hearing Gene Autry songs in my head. Barkeep! Another whisky for the cowgirl at the bar.

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May 31, 2007

Blogger's Block

I realize that I haven't been blogging much lately, especially as today is the Blue Moon and with so much that I could have written I have nary a word to share. I think I have a case of blogger's block.

It isn't that ideas haven't occurred to me or that I haven't been considering topics upon which I feel compelled to expound - on the contrary, I've started so many articles my "blog" file is littered with notes and half-heartedly begun writing. It's difficult for me to pinpoint the source of my blogger's block but I hope that all and sundry will bear with me until I'm back to being my usual loquacious self. Some day soon, I'm sure, everything will come rushing out in a stream of consciousness and there will be multiple posts each day.

Until then, I offer you some links to other bloggers' writing that I have found most interesting and worthy of sharing:

A Ritual For The Bees by Hecate

Do You Have An A-Team God Posse? by Slade at Shift Your Spirits

A Tale of Two Tattoos by Dianne Sylvan at Dancing Down The Moon

Wicca and the Kabbalah by Cosette at Pandora's Bazaar

Dinosaur Husbandry #1 by Anne Johnson at The Gods Are Bored

Magical Thinking: Science vs. Spirit by Jeff Lilly at Druid Journal

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May 20, 2007

Technical Difficulties

For some reason there seems to be a problem with the Comment feature of the site and I've been getting reports that people have been unable to leave comments.

I greatly appreciate all of my readers and am dismayed that those of you who care enough to leave a comment are having difficulties. Please don't be discouraged. Please come back and try again! I am working to fix the problem as soon as possible.

Mercury isn't even in retrograde yet! My apologies for the inconvenience.

UPDATE: It seems that for now we have fixed the Comment problem. However, if you are trying to comment and experience difficulties, please email to let us know.

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May 8, 2007

The moon's gonna follow me home

When I was sick with the flu I missed seeing Patty Griffin in concert at the Orpheum Theatre. She is one of my favorite singers and so wonderful to see in person. It killed me to throw away my unused tickets. I've been listening to her new music: Children Running Through. We can't exactly call it an album or even a CD when we download it from iTunes, can we?

This is playing on my iPod tonight. Oh how I wish I could figure out how to get music to play on my site!

Moon Song Patty Griffin

Followed your road 'til the sky ran out
Followed your love 'til love was in doubt
Followed your love 'til it never really was at all
Feeling stupid and hollow
Now the moon's gonna follow me home

Waited for you till the snow fell down
Over my skin like a thin nightgown
Waited for you but you never came around at all
Waited for you 'til they pulled the plug
Bartender emptied out his big tip jug
They swept all the floors
Vacuumed the rugs and went home
Drank all I could swallow
Now the moon's gonna follow me home

Time go easy on me tonight
I'm one of the lost sheep alright
Take what you must, take what you must
Of what I've lost as I have roamed
Let the moon follow me home

Followed your tears with a washing pail
I followed your story I followed your tale
Followed you straight through the
Doors of your jail cell too
Followed your voice in the darkness soft
A wind came through and carried it off
I followed your love 'til it never really was at all
Drank all I could swallow
Now the moon's gonna follow me home

Drank all I could swallow
Now the moon's gonna follow me home

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May 2, 2007

I'm back!

Paris was magical. And now I'm back. Yesterday I was so jet lagged that Beltane and the Full Moon in Taurus barely registered, which is too bad because, I mean, wow. Soon I'll get back into the blog swing but for now I'll simply say hello and hope that everyone is having a delicious week.

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April 25, 2007

Of Flu, Flights and Festivities

Well, that was a nasty, nasty flu. Next time I spend so much time in bed I better be having LOTS more fun. I'm just saying.

Thanks to some cold medication my head is clear enough for flying. I'm leaving for Paris today! I've always wanted to spend my birthday in Paris and this year I am. I'll be wandering around the Left Bank for the next few days.

I'm leaving my computer behind so I won't be blogging while I'm gone. But I'll be back in time for the Full Moon.

Blessings and good wishes!

AE

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March 29, 2007

When Heaven Sends Manna Via Parcel Post

Yesterday was one of those days when for no good reason I just felt blah, so today I was in serious need of a pick-me-up. The Sun seemed happy to oblige. There's not a cloud in the sky, Spring is really here, and I feel truly blessed.

As if the God in his radiance hadn't improved my outlook enough, I came home to find some good things waiting for me. First there were the magickal books I've been eager to read sitting on my doorstep. Hurray! The icing on my cupcake? An early birthday card from my father with the only green surprise better than flowers - cash. Perhaps not as romantic as petaled stems, but nothing better for a girl who's been jonesing for pretty Springtime accessories.

The universe does find its way to take care of us when we need it.

Okay, so the Sun didn't arrive in my mailbox, but its presence today feels like a gift nonetheless.

My new books:

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March 16, 2007

Spring IS coming. Really. I swear.

Despite all evidence to the contrary this morning - bitter cold, biting wind, the first of many, many, snowflakes forecast for today - I remain resolute in my belief that Spring will be in Boston soon. It has to. Today I bought espadrilles!

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February 25, 2007

Bye, Bye Birdie

Well, I lived with the new design for a while. Yes, it was beautiful, but it wasn't Blogickal. As one of the commenters said, "I miss the broom." I updated the look a bit to appear more polished and feminine, but instead of being a different site it simply has a fresh face. Perhaps it will inspire me to write again; I haven't been very present lately. I'll also turn the comments back on (spam be damned) because I'm eager to hear feedback from readers about the design.

She's baaaaaaaaaaack!

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February 15, 2007

Spam, Spam, Spam

If only it were the Monty Python variety.

These days, since Movable Type has been hacked by every spamster known to the universe, I get far more spam comments than I do real ones. It's taking up a lot of bandwidth on my hosting account and filling my inbox with very annoying email. So, until I can find a successful way to stop the spam, I'm going to turn off comments on this site.

I'm really not happy about this, because I love getting comments from my cyber friends and brother and sister pagan bloggers. But what's a girl to do?

Many blessings and best wishes to you all.

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 7:44 AM | Comments (1)

February 1, 2007

I Am Loved

Loved.png Loved © 2007 by Mischquela717 at deviantART

Cafe Astrology says:

From Monday to Thursday, Venus is in parallel to Chiron. Under this commitment-friendly influence, healing energy is brought to love relationships. Love can heal old wounds. We are open to romantic feelings, and more willing to act upon them. This is a good time to make a resolution to repair, heal, and improve relationships.

Yay!

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January 31, 2007

Voila!

While there has been a noticeable lack of inspiration to write lately, my creative juices have been flowing in another direction: site design. I decided I wanted Blogickal to have a new look. And today, she does! I'm still working out a few things, because, frankly, Movable Type is a bear to work with and I am definitely a neophyte in the CSS department. But I'm getting there! All will be smoothed out soon. In the mean time, please enjoy the new look. I know I do!

Blessed be.

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January 28, 2007

Alive and Kicking

I know I've been mostly absent lately and for that I apologize. I just haven't been filled with particularly interesting or inspired things to say.

The most important things I've done lately were to eat some coconut bread pudding and meet a group of lovely women for afternoon tea at the-hotel-formerly-known-as-the-Ritz.

There's something to be said for having teeny sandwiches and tea and champagne in the middle of a Sunday afternoon, sharing conversation with women who, if they weren't when they arrived, were all good friends by the time the last pink-frosted cream puff had been consumed. Thanks to my friend Sue for arranging the get-together. I realize that at this stage in life there aren't all that many opportunities or outlets for meeting new friends and when you can come away from an afternoon having met some great, new people, well, then the day was a worthwhile one. And I'll take my successes where they come.

Goddesses are everywhere, should anyone care to look.

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January 26, 2007

You know it's cold when...

... the North Pole temperature exceeds Boston's.

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

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January 25, 2007

Better Than Ambrosia

So, for the past week I have been following a cleanse diet, designed by an herbalist friend of mine, which requires me to stop eating things like sugar, caffeine, alcohol, etc. What's left, right? The idea is that by eating lots of good-for-you organic veggies and things and cutting out all of the bad-for-you stuff, the body will be cleansed, healed and healthy. Following this regimen is a bit tough for me because I DO NOT cook and it's not as though I have any experience whipping up a healthy vegetarian dinner using alternative grains and ingredients. Um, yea.

Well, I have managed for the past week to stick to this diet reasonably well and I'm not starving. I can tell that something is happening because my face looks thinner and, although I don't feel any significant changes otherwise yet, I certainly am eating healthier than usual. Frankly, I can see following the basic principles of this diet for general day-to-day eating forever, allowing myself to add a few of my old favorites back in every once in a while, because, well life is too short not to enjoy SOME of the stuff that is bad for you.

Which brings me to last night's slippage from the regimen. I'd had a bad day and was feeling sad. I went to my favorite neighborhood restaurant because they know me there and I can sit at the bar to have something to eat and talk to the waitstaff and usually see at least one other neighborhood regular. I started out not half bad with some white bean soup. Yes, I had some red wine. But then. But then ...

Coconut Bread Pudding

This stuff was made with brioche, topped with cinnamon crème fraiche, sitting on a pool of warm chocolate ganache. Simply orgasmic. With some crunchy chocolate cookie crumbs on the top it had the perfect combination of flavor and texture. It was better than ambrosia. Cleanse be damned, because I was in heaven.

(I am happy to report that today I am feeling much better, no worse for the fall off the wagon, and am back to being a good girl. Sort of.)

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 5:04 PM | Comments (2)

January 24, 2007

Feeling Uninspired

The last few days I haven't felt like writing much. I started a commentary on a series of articles that appeared in the San Francisco Chronicle on bottled water but got to a point and ran out of steam (I will finish it to post sometime later this week - the subject is interesting). The creativity just isn't flowing through my brain. No new ideas. Nothing to say.

Like all phases, I'm sure this too shall pass. In the mean time, I may choose to share with you some samples of brilliant creativity from other sources. Poets and artists can be great sources of creative inspiration, besides giving us things of beauty to enjoy.

Perhaps when Brigid comes to visit us on her day, Imbolc, which is in a couple of weeks, she will help the situation, being, as she is, a goddess of creativity.

Triple mother of the ancient land,
Fill the world with art and beauty
Fill us with artistry and inspiration!

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January 22, 2007

The Flakes Are Flying

Wow, it's really snowing! I realize for those in Colorado and New Hampshire this is old news, but we haven't had any real snowfall in my part of Boston until tonight. Big, fluffy flakes that are really coming down and sticking to the sidewalks and everything else.

Time to get the snow boots out. Sigh. No more fun shoes; winter is here in earnest. It's one thing to be fashionable and fabulous when it's merely cold outside, but when the snow ceases to be pretty and turns to dirty mush and waist-deep pools of slush at every corner, well, then not so much.

Snowflakes are pretty now though. Talk to me tomorrow.

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 7:42 PM | Comments (1)

January 9, 2007

Flotsam and Jetsam

I'm sorry to have been a bit absent over the past few days. I have a final tonight in my psych class and I've been trying to concentrate on studying - trying being the operative word.

Over the weekend I was procrastinating so I looked for other things to do instead of studying - anything else - so I cleaned my apartment from top to bottom and rearranged the furniture. Not a bad thing to do at the start of the new year, but did I get much studying done? No.

Yesterday was my first day of guest blogging at A Pagan Sojourn. Since my post there, The Essence of Wicca, was so similar to one I had done last year, I decided not to cross-post it here. All of the "Essence of" posts are interesting; I encourage you to check them out!

I did get some studying done yesterday. I'm very confused about what is the operant response and which is the discriminative stimulus in a scene from Skinner's utopian fiction Walden Two. That damn baby is going to be on the exam!

Today I am hunkering down for some serious studying. Seriously.

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January 3, 2007

Goodbye Pisces

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I don't
I don't know why
In your Boys life you become like a bull like a bull in a china shop
Smash it up into smithereens

There you
There you go again
Breaking
Breaking porcelain
Is that all I am just a Doll you got used to
We've done
We've done this before as Mars sauntered through his door
Don't say it's time to say
Goodbye to Pisces
Goodbye to Pisces

I cried and I washed my tears that turned into diamond Ice
Into ice and if it could freeze
My heart wouldn't float away
There we
There we go again...

So how how will I go Back
On back on the shelf with a smile
With a smile to the customer and say
On sale by the owner

Here I
Here I go again
Breaking
Breaking porcelain
Is that all I am just a Doll you got used to
We've done
We've done this before as Mars sauntered through his door
Don't say it's time to say
Goodbye to Pisces
Goodbye to Pisces
Goodbye my Pisces


Goodbye Pisces, Tori Amos, The Beekeeper, 2005

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December 11, 2006

This Is Why I Want To Move Back To San Francisco

Ho Ho Ho's and Plenty of Bad Santas

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December 4, 2006

It's Snowing

Well folks, I guess this makes it officially winter time in Boston. It's snowing this morning. Big, wet, fluffy flakes that are not yet sticking to the ground but coating all the cars in the neighborhood with a frosty top.

To get you in the mood, I offer you this video of the Snowflake Show at Saks Fifth Avenue in New York.

Grab your mittens everyone!

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November 30, 2006

Michael Kors to the Rescue

Today I just couldn't take it any more. I couldn't sit in my apartment for another day in the same striped flannel pajamas, occasionally changing to a too-large pair of jeans to shuffle out for coffee. I decided it was time for some big-girl clothes. I pulled out a kick-ass Michael Kors dress that I bought a few years ago and have never worn (it's wool and was too hot for California, where I was living at the time), put it over a long-sleeve tshirt, slipped on my new Christian Louboutin burgundy patent leather stacked mary janes, et voila! Scummy, freelance slacker becomes sleek, urban fashionista.

Now, if only I had somewhere to go!

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November 28, 2006

Brain Overload

I suspect that many people are beginning to feel a bit overwhelmed about now, what with holidays and travel and family obligations, not to mention worrying about getting the snow tires on the car and laying in firewood and other winter preparations. Personally, while I don't have to worry about snow tires or firewood (living in the city as I do, without a car), I have had school and other things added into the usual holiday mix. I had a mid-term exam the Tuesday before Thanksgiving and two projects due today. My brain has been filled with psychological terms that I barely understand and brain parts I should be ably identifying as I contemplate all these neurons firing. So, all of the lovely, magickal thoughts that have been floating in and out of my brain have been shoved to the recesses, waiting until such time when my brain becomes uncluttered enough to sort them out and turn them into the entries I've been wanting to write.

For instance, yesterday I went to see The Fountain. It got mediocre reviews but the film explored some wonderfully magickal and spiritual ideas: the world tree, the tree of knowledge, death and rebirth, the three realms of the world and the three parts of self, enlightenment. I can't quite get all of the thoughts I have about this film to gel into anything cohesive. Until I can, let me just encourage you to go see it for yourself. I hadn't heard much about it or seen a complete trailer, so I was pleasantly surprised. I think this is the way that all movie experiences should be. (And while I was there I saw the trailer for Pan's Labyrinth which promises to be the best pagan movie hit of the year!)

I've also been meaning to write about The Hierophant as The Super Ego. It's good to know that my psychology education is not going to waste!

Please bear with me as my brain has a chance to stop spinning. Some content will come, I promise. In the mean time, I'll try to find some pretty pictures!

Blessings!
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November 22, 2006

Courage

It's Wednesday night, everything closed early, and most people are where they are going to be for the holiday or baking whatever they are going to take to whatever relative's home they will visit tomorrow to eat turkey and stuffing. Me? I'm sitting at home watching old episodes of television on Tivo and listening to music.

The song that is running through my head (and would be running on my iPod if only iTunes carried it) is the version of Courage by The Tragically Hip sung by Sarah Polley on the Sweet Hereafter soundtrack.

Courage

Watch the band through a bunch of dancers
Quickly, follow the unknown
With something more familiar
Quickly, something familiar.

Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter.

Sleepwalk, so fast asleep
In a motel that has the lay of home
And piss on all of your background
And piss on all your surroundings.

Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, couldn't come at a worse time.

There's no simple explanation
For anything important any of us do
And yea the human tragedy
Consists in the necessity
Of living with the consequences
Under pressure, under pressure.

Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, my word
It didn't come, it doesn't matter
Courage, couldn't come at a worse time.


lyrics by The Tragically Hip

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November 17, 2006

Blogickal is Back

As any of you who have been trying to access the site lately doubtless have noticed, Blogickal has been having a few technical difficulties. A word to the wise: never, ever, EVER undertake a site update during Mercury Retrograde. Trust me on this one.

The site is now functioning again for the most part. There are a few things missing, which we're working to put back, and some of the updates I had planned still haven't happened. There may be a few funky things yet to come, but I don't anticipate having to take the site offline again.

Thank you for your patience! And thank you for being here. I'm happy to be back!

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November 8, 2006

Online/Offline Persona Experiment

Inspired by a recent discussion about blogging, pseudonyms, morality and questions of persona, I decided to use The Johari Window to test just how differently people perceive my online and offline personæ.

In her post at Arbitrary Marks, On Blogging Pseudoanonymously, Colleen's primary concern seems to be one of academic honesty. She asks: "If you don’t want your name attached to it, I have to wonder why not?" It's a good and valid question.

Initially, I did create a nom de blog for the purpose of keeping my spiritual pursuit of witchcraft within the context of academic exploration. I wanted to share my experiences and ideas with an interested and sympathetic audience, but I wasn't quite ready to announce to the world that I was a witch. Yes, writing behind a pseudonym afforded me the anonymity I wanted at the time. Although I've recently begun the effort to merge my online and offline identities, I'm not entirely out of the broom closet and, for now, I'm happy to keep my blogging persona somewhat removed from my real-life identity.

What compelled me to undertake this experiment was the question of whether online secret identities do affect our real personalities. Does blogging under a pseudonym, which allows us truly to be whomever we want within the context of the online world, lead to an inevitable infiltration of our own perception of self? And furthermore, how closely does an online persona compare to a real-life, or offline, one? Do I behave differently behind the keyboard than I do in person? How much influence does one persona have on the other?

The Johari Window asks you to choose five or six words from a list of adjectives that you feel best describe your personality. Then, you ask others to choose the five or six words they believe describe you. The results reveal the areas of overlap as the "Arena," the area where others see you differently than you see yourself as the "Blind Spot," and the area where you perceive yourself distinctly differently as the "Façade."

I performed this exercise twice. Each time I chose the same six words to describe myself. In the first exercise, I posted a link on my blog, asking those who know me only through their online experience of me as a blogger to indicate how they perceive me. In the second exercise, I emailed a separate link with the same request to a number of people who know me in person. This yielded two sets of results. I was then able to compare the "Arena" and "Blind Spot" results for my online and offline personæ.

One limitation of using The Johari Window for this kind of comparison is that many of the adjectives pertain to qualities difficult to convey in the context of a blog unless you are writing consistently about personal experiences and feelings for others. For example - patient. I've seen blogs written by new mothers about their experiences raising a child for the first time. Describing the challenges of motherhood would certainly reveal a great deal of patience on the part of the blogger. I write about witchcraft and spirituality. With the exception of a couple of mentions of candles that refused to light during a ritual, I doubt that much of what I write would convey a sense of patience!

The two things I found most intriguing and revealing about the results of the experiment are how much overlap there is in the perception of my two personæ and that the areas where my online persona is different from my offline persona represent qualities I might do well to work on in my daily life.

It would seem that I am writing in a voice that fairly closely mirrors that of my real-life personality. Many of the words that were chosen by those who know me in person were also chosen by those who only know me online (the list of both sets of words are available in the data provided below). In particular, the "Arena" was similar in both exercises. I identified myself as extroverted, intelligent, searching, caring, giving, and idealistic. Both sets of respondents also chose extroverted, intelligent and searching. It was only in the "Arena" from my real-life exercise that people also included caring and giving; this isn't unsurprising in light of the accepted limitations inherent in the selection of adjectives as discussed above. How would someone who doesn't know me in real life experience those aspects of my personality? Certainly, even if it occurred to someone reading my blog that I might possess those qualities, they wouldn't be the most obvious among the possible choices.

One conclusion I drew from the results of this experiment is that my online persona isn't influencing my offline persona enough! Within the safety of my pseudoanonymous blogger identity, I have explored and expressed an increasingly strong spiritual self. Among the words exclusively chosen to describe my online persona were: accepting, powerful, religious and wise. Maybe I should let more people in my real life see the spiritual side of myself that my blog persona projects. Perhaps it's time to come out of the broom closet after all!

Following are the data collected from the two exercises:

Continue reading "Online/Offline Persona Experiment"

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November 6, 2006

Blogickal Gets An Update

It seemed time to update a few things on the site and so Blogickal is currently undergoing a little tinkering under the hood. While we're in the process of updating software, installing some anti-spam plug-ins, reorganizing categories to reflect how I'm really writing, and fixing some code and other settings that were not working properly, there may be a few bumps and glitches along the way, particularly as Mercury is in Retrograde. If you notice anything behaving pecularly as you read the site, please feel free to post a comment here to bring anything freaky, funky or otherwise f-ed up to my attention.

Thank you for your patience as we do this necessary work!

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October 26, 2006

Of Much Needed Breaks and Busy Days

Wow - has it been nearly a week since my last post? My apologies to those of you who were expecting a post on Saturday's Dark Moon, Sunday's New Moon and Tuesday's Spell for Democracy. I missed them. Mea culpa.

This past weekend I took a much needed break from the oppressive noise of the city to spend some time in the country. I was finally in a place with both land and available gardening tools so that I could bury the remnants of a spell that I'd been saving (it's not so easy to bury stuff in the city!). On Saturday I went hiking in the Catskills. On Sunday I did honest-to-goodness yard work - clearing leaves from a half-mile driveway through the woods, raking the front lawn, helping to clean pine needles from the gutters - and it was fun! I certainly got plenty of exercise.

I did have another "Wiccan Don't" moment on Saturday night. I had spent considerable time and effort before I left preparing an unblocking petition spell to Hecate to be performed at a three-way intersection at night by the Dark Moon. My plan was to do this at midnight at the end of the aforementioned driveway and before going upstairs to watch TV in bed I set out all of my ingredients and tools (including flashlight, sweater and shoes). Well, I couldn't stay awake - all that fresh air and mountain hiking I suppose - and when I did wake up it was 1:18 am. The New Moon was at 1:14; the Dark Moon had past. I went down to the kitchen to clean up my spell and offering ingredients, put my things away and get a glass of water. I looked out to the yard. It was DARK. I wondered if I would have made it all the way down that driveway at midnight by myself with nothing but a little flashlight. On the way back up the stairs I encountered a very dark shadow spirit that scared the bejeezus out of me; I ran down the hall to the bedroom, slammed the door and performed an extempo protection spell.

A couple of days later when I'm back in the city, over delicious mujadarra at Algiers in Harvard Square, a friend of mine and I were talking about my failed spell. She thought that the shadow could have been Hecate wanting to know where her offering was. Hecate is not a goddess to trifle with! (I will bring an offering to her to the Samhain ritual to make it up to her for being a bad, sleepy witch.) We got a good chuckle at the thought of me carrying an offering of fish in honey and garlic through the woods late at night. I might as well have been calling "here kitty, kitty, kitty" to the mountain lion who lives there. I hadn't even thought of that! We don't have mountain lions in the city.

Monday I took the train into New York City for an interview for some possible contract work. On the train I had a very interesting conversation about religious observance being a corollatory factor in good work habits, the unfathomable nature of Catholic confession, and the difference between forgiveness and absolution. My interview was in the West Village (my favorite neighborhood in New York) just a block from Magnolia's (I resisted the temptation to buy cupcakes) and ended up being lunch at a fun little restaurant whose name I've forgotten. It was a lovely crisp Autumn day in New York. If every day were just like that, I'd move there in a heartbeat.

On the train ride back to where I'd left the car in Pawling, I started to think that I could get used to this. From the window of the train I think a saw a beaver in a pond. I saw another pond full of swans - I'd never seen wild swans before - a crane and numerous ducks and geese. Back at the house, I enjoyed a couple of hours of absolute peace and quiet. It was glorious. At one point I noticed a young buck standing in the front yard chewing away on grass. The does who usually come near the house are skittish and run away at the first movement from anyone inside. But not this guy. He just hung out for a while and when he was done he strolled up the driveway.

Tuesday morning was back to Boston. I felt refreshed and happy. But I had homework and class that night. My afternoon was busy. Then class, Algiers for dinner and conversation, and home to bed. Wednesday was a catch-up day, answering email and getting back into some work projects. Real life returns.

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October 17, 2006

Blogickal is One-Year-Old Today

One year ago today, Blogickal went live with this post. It's fun for me to look back through my posts from the past year to see where I've been and where I've am today, both as a blogger and as a witch.

In November of last year the site saw 618 unique visitors; so far this month we've had more than 4000! Not that it's about the hits, but I find it simultaneously gratifying, mystifying and humbling to think that Blogickal has touched that many people and has developed its own little following. I'm also very proud to have joined the group at The Daily Scribe this year.

HPB

So Happy Birthday Blogickal! Many thanks and blessings to the friends and readers who have been with us, offered their comments, encouraged us, and seen us to today!

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October 7, 2006

Dear Goddess, I may have to get a cat!

Despite the fact that I'm highly allergic and prefer dogs, this video is enough evidence to convince me that there may be some kittens out there worthy of a lifetime of dependence on prescription allergy medication and kitty litter pooper scoopers:

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September 29, 2006

There's Always An Explanation

Boys and girls, can you say ennui? That's one of my favorite words - it's fun to say. And is the word I was searching for all morning. I am filled with ENNUI. Just call me Neville.

n.jpg from The Gashlycrumb Tinies by Edward Gorey

I should have known. And I should have consulted my favorite astrological site, Cafe Astrology, before even venturing a guess as to why I feel out of sorts today.

This is what the Stars have in store for us today:

The Sun forms a dynamic aspect with Saturn this morning, making it rather hard to satisfy the ego today. We are likely to feel blocked by circumstances or by others. It's too easy to feel discouraged, but discouragement is a time waster. It's better to re-formulate our plans than to wallow in self-pity. Gratitude isn't forthcoming right now, so it's best to wait it out rather than waste energy letting it get to us. Adding to the intensity is the Moon's monthly conjunction to Pluto in the morning. We are more given to emotional extremes under this influence. Some kind of inner drama is likely in the hours surrounding this transit. It's best to avoid an "if you are not for me, you're against me" attitude. The best use of this energy is to make little yet satisfying changes in the home, environment around us, or in business affairs. Major changes are unlikely to work out well, however. Later in the day, a Mercury-Uranus aspect occurs. We can have flashes of insight, but tend to be scatterbrained under this influence. Our minds are not peaceful or harmonious under this influence, and irritable tempers, sarcastic speech, and dogmatism are negative expressions of this energy.

emphasis mine

So, I've tidied my office, made my bed, and put in a load of laundry. In a little while, I'll vacuum and clean the kitchen. I'm feeling a little better already.

Perhaps the pursuit of some additional random and macabre humor will cheer me up further. For now, I'm off to pursue CAFFEINE.

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Monday Blues on a Friday

When I woke up, I could have sworn it was to a Monday morning and not a Friday. I'm not sure if it's a cold or simple melancholia, but I don't feel so hot and my mood has a definite blue-ish tinge.

Maybe it's the rain.

Maybe it's the Spells for Democracy message thread discussing the passage of "the torture bill" that for all intents and purposes throws Habeas Corpus and 1000 years of cultural understanding based on the Magna Carta right out the window. The hubris slays me. When Isaac Bonewits is talking about leaving the country, I start thinking about where to go.

Maybe I'm missing San Francisco.

It's most likely a mix of all of the above and a few other more personal things thrown in just for good measure. Shall I go back to bed and watch Grey's Anatomy DVD's all day (last night's episode was awesome, btw). What do you do to get out of a funk? And on Friday of all days! Geesh!

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September 25, 2006

The Nose Knows

While doing the reading for my Intro to Psych class, I came across this sentence in my textbook:

Your nose evolved to warm air and direct scents; and once you have a nose, you can use it to hold up your eyeglasses.

I'm pretty sure there's something profound in that statement but I'm not sure what it is yet.

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Lost: Two Cheeky Creatures and A Chariot

Ah, the sweet smell of humiliation in the morning. It's a bit of a shocker when looking at designs for build-your-own holiday cards (the ones at Photoworks are way cool, by the way) becomes a pointed commentary on how solitarily I've been leading my life. Considering which design I might like to choose for a Yule card, I realized that I don't have any photos of shiny happy faces to make a card with. I don't even have a dog! Somehow, I can't imagine that my pretty photos of scenery and buildings will have the same effect.

Before you reach for your tiny violin, I want to make clear that this isn't meant to be a bid for sympathy. It's really a reflection on the path I've allowed my life to take. Without a strong hand keeping a tight hold on the reigns, the creatures have taken the chariot wherever they damn well pleased. Falling asleep at the, erm... leather... is not a good thing!

Saturday evening I attended a Mabon ritual in Cambridge. It was made up largely of the community of people I have come to know through my witchcraft classes and through spending time at various events hosted by the former Unicorn Books. It was heartening to see that, even without a set of brick walls to provide a formal space for our community to exist within, the community is still strong and active. This is a testament to what can happen when people care enough to stay involved.

Part of the lesson of the evening's ritual - which is what we witches turn to thinking about at this time of year amongst all of the feasting and celebration of the "harvest" - is how we must be willing to accept death so that life can continue. At this time of year we must look at what is not working for us and let it go so that we can make room for the new. Over the past week, as I've written about the New Moon and the Eclipse and the Mabon Sabbat, I've commented a lot on this idea. The Goddess is standing up there with her megaphone trying to get my attention!

What I realize I need to do is let go of whatever habits, inhibitions and honest-to-goodness laziness I have allowed to get in the way of filling my life with people. I have to care enough to stay involved in my own progress - to strongly take the reigns of the chariot back in hand and purposefully guide my life in a direction that leads to the spiritual fulfillment, professional satisfaction, and family of shiny, happy faces that I yearn for. It is up to me. And maybe a little help from the Goddess.

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September 16, 2006

You know what they say about roses

When I first conceived of this blog over a year ago (Blogickal's official birthday is October 17th) I knew I wanted to use a nom de blog. I also was just about to start my formal witchcraft studies with Christopher Penczak and was aware of the practice of taking a craft name. I spent a long time doing research and thinking about a name I might choose that would satisfy both and I arrived at Nixie. It seemed to work at the time and so a blogger was born.

The problem is, I've never been a Nixie sort of person. I never had a cute nickname growing up (anyone who dared to call me Angie even once swiftly learned never to make the attempt a second time - I'm fierce for a fairy, but more on that later). I did not take Nixie for my magickal name; meditation work revealed something else more deeply spiritual. I kept using Nixie for my writing at Blogickal because I'd already started and, as a marketer, I know the importance of maintaining continuity of brand identity. But no one has ever actually called me that and as a name for myself it never really felt right.

I've blogged about this existential and etymological crisis before. In Which Element Am I? I waxed eloquent on elemental schizophrenia. In My Name is Mud I ponder the question of how an earth fairy of Scottish ancestry ended up with the name for a German water sprite.

More recently, my questions have taken a slightly different tone. While I'm not entirely out of the broom closet, it's becoming more important to me to acknowledge my spiritual self in a more open way. I'm also about to embark on a career change that will merge my public-facing professional and inward-facing spiritual selves. It feels like the right time to unveil the real me with a new name. And to retire a nickname that never really fit. To keep the marketing metaphor going - it's time to rebrand.

Let me introduce myself. I'm Angela-Eloise.

Continue reading "You know what they say about roses"

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September 5, 2006

Blogickal is Now a Llewellyn Affiliate

Most of you in the magickal and pagan communities are familiar with Llewellyn as the publisher of books, journals, calendars, tarot decks and more. I am proud to announce that Blogickal is now a Llewellyn affiliate! A percentage of all Llewellyn purchases you make by clicking on the link provided in the sidebar will support my efforts to keep Blogickal going. Now that I am about to become a student again, your support means more than ever!

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Be sure to check out LLewellyn's new releases, including the latest book from my witchcraft teacher, Christopher Penczak:

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September 4, 2006

Bostonians Are Weird

People who live in Boston seem to have a universal propensity for dressing for the weather they hope for on any given day with general disregard for what Mother Nature has actually delivered. Take today for example.

After yesterday's dreary rain, we are having a beautiful day. The official AccuWeather temperature is 71 degrees, breezy with bright sun and clear skies. I sat outside at my favorite neighborhood cafe (wearing a light cashmere sweater over my tshirt - I needed it), drinking my latte, reading a book, and conversing with some of the other neighborhood regulars who were enjoying their Labor Day in the city. As I watched the various people coming and going, I was treated to a veritable cavalcade of season-hopeful wardrobe choices.

Some, staunchly clinging to the last vestiges of summer, were wearing brightly colored capris and tiny tank tops. Some, eager for the autumn foreshadowed in the cool breeze, were dressed for October chill, like the woman I saw wearing jeans and a thick, fluffy wool turtleneck. It's the same phenomenon that drives people, at the first sign of sunshine and thaw in March, to don shorts even though there's still snow on the ground and the temperature is still in the 40's.

I smile and wonder what the weather's like in San Francisco.

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August 29, 2006

Heebie Jeebies

As much as it was appropriate to my last post, I just couldn't stomach seeing a photo of George Bush first thing at the top of the page when Blogickal was loading. So to cure the heebie jeebies (for myself and any of you with sensitive sensibilities) I give you a lovely photograph of a jellyfish I took at the Monterey Aquarium.

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August 14, 2006

Meez Busy

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Yes, this is what my place looks like! I've been a busy witch. Let's see, what have I been up to?

Getting the Citizen Pagan site ready to launch, researching material and coordinating CP contributors; preparing to guest blog at A Pagan Sojourn; reading two fascinating books (Care of the Soul by Thomas Moore and Urban Primitive by Raven Kaldera and Tannin Schwartzstein); preparing to register for Fall semester psychology classes at Harvard; and keeping things going here at Blogickal. I've been spending a lot of time at my desk and at my computer (you notice I have on my groovy purple glasses).

Yay - I get to use my brain. Boo - none of this work is making me any money. Oh yea - that thing called work - I have to find a way to fit that in too. And laundry - I vaguely remember what that shiny white machine in my kitchen is for. Must. Wash. Clothes.

Good news - new computer this week means GREAT BIG SCREEN. No more eye strain and what fun to see all my creative projects in such gloriously high resolution!

But I'm not going anywhere. Keep an eye out for me. I'll be the one with the coffee cup in her hand!

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July 18, 2006

Meez Melting

To say that it is hot today is a bit of an understatement. The National Weather Service has issued an Urgent Weather Message for New England:

TEMPERATURES IN THE MID TO UPPER 90S COMBINED WITH DEWPOINTS NEAR 70...WILL RAISE THE HEAT INDEX TO NEAR OR A LITTLE OVER 100 ACROSS A SIZABLE PORTION OF SOUTHERN NEW ENGLAND DURING THIS AFTERNOON.

Instead of being stuck in the city, where just to go outside with the heat radiating off the sidewalk feels like walking in a furnace, I'd much rather be chilling lakeside, swimming and working on my suntan.

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Yes, it's Meez again. It's all Cosette's fault. She's the one who got me addicted to this particular form of time suckage. It's just too fun and easy to put myself in different scenarios and different outfits that reflect my mood of the moment or the fantasy land I'd like to be visiting. So, until the novelty wears off, you're just going to have to indulge Meez.

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July 5, 2006

A Tourist Become I Did

Irish Flag.jpg Irish Flag, St. Patrick's Cathedral, Dublin

For the past couple of days I have given up aimlessly wandering the streets for actually seeing the sites. This, as it turns out, has been quite rewarding and I wish I had started earlier. I might have been intrepid enough to venture into the Northern part of the city to seek out the Museum of Modern Art. Ah well, another visit.

Tuesday, at Padraig's recommendation, I braved the hoards of American tourists to see the bog people at the National Museum. For those of you who don't know what these are, they are people whose bodies have been found preserved in bogs from having fallen in or being dumped there (which was often the case). You can read about the exhibition here. I enjoyed the rest of the museum tremendously - it was a terrific education in Irish history as well as a wonderful visual tour.

Dublin Castle Abstract.jpg Abstract, Dublin

Next I was off to see the Book of Kells at Trinity College. It's a good think they've done a nice job creating an exhibition of wall-size replicas of the pages, complete with lots of marvy info about the scribes and the history of the book and the details about the art involved in the illuminations. Because once you actually make it in to see the book, well, you get to see two pages and you have to fight little old ladies and Italian students for space around the case. In a way, I found the Long Room upstairs more rewarding. It's this long (duh) vaulted room that is home to the oldest of the Old Library's books. For a bibliophile such as I, this was a treat. Not that seeing the Book of Kells wasn't worth the effort - now I can say that I have.

Eye.jpg Eye, Temple Bar, Dublin

After this it was back to Temple Bar where I took some photos (no cameras allowed in museums, as you know). This eye, rendered in bronze and embedded in the curb, fascinated me. Who put it there and why? What does the eye see? What does it want us to see? It reminded me somewhat of the wonderful bronze sculptures by Mags Harriman that you see throughout Boston. But I digress.

This medallion is on the Sunlight Chambers building. According to my Time Out guide to Dublin, the building "harks back to the days when every Irish family had an industrial-sized bar of Sunlight soap beside the kitchen sink. The old building has a delightful double bas-relief frieze containing the sweet, if rather banal, phrase, 'Tell the Story of Soap.'"

Sunlight Lady.jpg Sunlight

And then it was back to the hotel to wash for dinner. I ate at a wonderful restaurant called bang (yes, that's how they spell it). You'll find a number of restaurants here to rival anything in Boston and chic and modern is catching up with quaint and pubby. One thing I have noticed is that the Irish cook with lots of salt. (I'm sure there's a metaphor to be made here - something about salt of the earth or another salt reference that my food and wine-sated brain could not recall when I had that thought last night.) But for a country whose culinary reputation rests on fish and chips and bangers and mash, I've had several amazing meals here in Dublin. I'm impressed that most of the chefs are committed to using locally grown organic vegetables and meats and bang's menu actually tells you where everything comes from. Blasphemy of blashphemies, I haven't eaten in a single pub nor drunk a single pint of Guinness.

This morning I woke up feeling under the weather. I lounged in my room and let the lovely people at the hotel bring me some breakfast - divine oatmeal I tell you! After breakfast and some Advil I decided it was time to brave the outside. I had an agenda after all. I took a walk through St. Stephen's Green, where an Irish ladybug decided to land on me. Who needs leprechauns when you've got ladybugs?

SP Glass 1.jpg Stained Glass, St. Patrick's Cathedral, Dublin

First stop - St. Patrick's Cathedral. I loved St. Patrick's. It is beautiful and full of history and rich with photo opportunities. Note to self: bring tripod next time. There were many shots I just couldn't get without a tripod - wonderful soft light filtered through stained glass, casting shadows on faces in dark corners and niches. I did manage to get a number of great shots though - too many to post here but I'm giving you some of my favorites.

Yellow Flowers.jpg Flowers, Dublin Castle

Then it was on to Dublin Castle. I didn't have the patience to wait for a tour so I wandered around the grounds. More photo opps. As it is part of the castle compound, I went to the Chester Beatty Library (another of Padraig's recommendations) which was a nice collection of rare books and Asian artifacts. Sensory overload was setting in. And the afternoon was getting late. It was time to hit some shops to buy souvenirs for my family before everything was closed.

Liberty.jpg Religious and Civil Liberty, Dublin

One of my stops was St. George's Market Arcade, which I've mentioned before. I was tempted to buy an athame but just didn't want to take the risk with airport security. For the record, the best non-tacky, honestly-made-in-Ireland gifts I found (at least all in one easy-to-hit-at-the-last-minute place) were in Nassau Street. Tweed, crystal, linen, celtic jewelry, you name it. Nephews, check. Mom, sister - check, check.

As I made my way back to my hotel, arms laden with goodies destined for home, I couldn't resist taking some photos at St. Ann's Church. It's a lovely little church in Dawson Street. The other morning, as I was on my way to Cafe en Seine, I saw a priest there giving money (or food) to a homeless man sitting on the front stoop.

St Ann Spirit.jpg Spirit, St. Ann's, Dublin

I have a soft spot for this little church that's not as grand as some of the others I'd seen but I found some of the most magickal faces in it's slightly worn limestone facade. I also loved the way its red doors cast a rosy glow on all of the white stonework.

Tonight, on my last night in Dublin, I've decided to eat here at the hotel, where they've been taking good care of me. Have to pack! Tomorrow will be an early morning.

See you all back in Boston.

Slainte!

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 5:15 PM | Comments (0)

July 3, 2006

Dublin Day 2

I slept a bit late and had a lazy morning. After coffee at the Cafe en Seine (I couldn't resist going back) I went exploring in Temple Bar to find some witchy shops. On the way there I got lost and found myself in St. George's Arcade - no, not that kind of arcade! - the old fashioned kind with shops and stalls. It was seedy in a fun kind of way and there actually was a little witchy shop in there (if it had a name I missed it) that was selling the most amazing athames. I was wondering whether I could get one home if I put it in my checked luggage. I may have to go back.

Temple Bar.jpg Pubs in Temple Bar, Dublin

I finally did make it to Temple Bar and the first of the witchy shops on my list. It wasn't as good as the one in the kooky arcade! So I wandered around the neighborhood, taking in the atmosphere, and then crossed the River Liffey to find the second shop on my list, Yellow Brick Road. There I got a lesson in Gaelic from Padraig O Mealoid (sorry, I don't know the html for Gaelic any more than I know how to pronounce it). Padraig is the Publisher, Editor and Reporter for the Irish Sci-Fi News. I also had amusing conversation with him and his colleague about Celtic ancestry, the dubious nature of those who claim it (including most of the Irish themselves they informed me), how all the Celts in America came to be called Johnson, and how if you have a Scottish name you really only have it by the grace of the head of the clan who owns it. I wonder if MacDonald's is paying proper tribute to The MacDonald? Anyway, I found the Yellow Brick Road fellows amusing indeed and I bought some Celtic Ogham oracle cards and The Fey Tarot.

harpist.jpg Street Harpist, Dublin

After my adventures on the other side of the river, I made my way back to my own neck of the woods. On the way, I stopped to listen to this lovely harpist. Now, she is a busker! I was feeling pretty pooped by this time so I stopped for a snack at the famous Avoca cafe, where I couldn't resist buying their cookbook (yes, I bought a cookbook, haha) and an Ireland candle (it smells like grass, I kid you not). I poked around in a bookstore and bought a couple of books by Irish writers then returned to my hotel to drop off all my loot.

irish daisy.jpg Flo