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June 29, 2007

Go West Young Woman, Go West

So, I'm headed to Tucson, Arizona for a few days to visit my father. Of course I would leave for the desert on the day when ocean breezes blow into Boston and the temperature goes back to a comfy 71. I hear it was 112 degrees in Tucson a couple of days ago. Oh well. Dad has a pool.

I think my days will likely be spent pool-hanging and lounging in the air conditioning, but you never know, I might make it out to Old Tucson to pretend that I'm back in the Old West. (My aunt is also visiting with her grandaughther; kids love the Old Tucson thing.) Maybe I'll see if I can find a Native American shaman (I still need to practice my shamanic skills).

This may be my last post for a bit. Right now I'm stuck in the Chicago airport and once I get to Tucson I won't have internet access. Unless I find a Starbucks. Ah Starbucks. As much as we love to hate them, they do have their uses.

Hi-ho Silver, away! (That's as much Lone Ranger speak as I know.)

And now I'm hearing Gene Autry songs in my head. Barkeep! Another whisky for the cowgirl at the bar.

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June 25, 2007

A witch takes responsibility.

Hecate is one of my favorite Wiccan bloggers. She is smart and cool and keeps me on my political toes. I like it when she writes soulful things like this:

A witch takes responsibility. What is my responsibility in these times? It's not that difficult to take responsibility. It's more difficult to figure out what responsibility to take.

These days I've decided to take responsibility for hope and love and faith. I'm taking responsibility for choosing a difficult path that may ultimately lead to more happiness than the easy way ever could. With great risk comes great reward. I can live with that. Take responsibility even.

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June 22, 2007

My Midsummer Altar

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This is the Midsummer altar I set up yesterday morning to do my worship, devotion and consecration. I wanted to charge my new Yellow oil with the energy of the Sun and to reconsecrate my wand, which I associate with Fire. I had bought a special Midsummer candle when I was in Salem the other day, upon which I carved Dag, the rune of opening, which lets in the beneficial, but keeps out the negative.

My Midsummer's day was lovely. Everything I could have hoped for with a bit of a surprise. For anyone who doubts that clearing space and shifting energy have the power to effect great change, then I am here to say "think again." I'm keeping mum on the particulars for now; I may feel like sharing soon.

May the great Sun continue to shine his light upon you and may you know peace and joy as we move into our Waning year.

Blessed be.

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June 21, 2007

Midsummer

Today we celebrate the Summer Solstice, known as Midsummer or Litha, when the growing Sun is at its peak. Midsummer is rich with traditions and associations. It is the first of the harvest festivals; on Midsummer morning the Druids went out to collect magickal herbs and it was the time when people harvested the herbs from their gardens. People lit bonfires to stave off decay and for purification, and they made pilgrimages to holy wells to solicit cures or to make offerings to the resident deity. It was a time for handfasting, love magick and celebration of the Flower Bride. This day symbolized the marriage of Sun and Earth and the fertilization of the Goddess by the God. Anna Franklin writes in her book, Midsummer: Magical Celebrations of the Summer Solstice:

In the Craft the solar year is often seen as being ruled over by two opposing kings. The Oak King rules the waxing year from midwinter solstice to summer solstice . . . [and] the Holly King rules the waning year from summer solstice to winter solstice . . . At each solstice they battle for the hand of the Goddess and the honor of ruling the land. The summer solstice begins with the Oak King in power, but this is relinquished to the Holly King at the close of the festival.

Partly because this is the day when light gives way to dark, it is a day when the veil between worlds is thin. Much magick is possible on this day. It is a time for herb craft, fairy contact, divination, and spell work. Because the Sun is at its peak, it is the perfect time for empowering magickal tools and spells with solar energy.

From Anna Franklin's book, here are some important Midsummer correspondences:

Basic Midsummer Energies: Power, Creativity, Inspiration, Love, Divination, God energy, Healing, Fertilization

Midsummer Symbols: Sun wheels, Sun, Fire, Bonfires, Roses, Rosettes, Daisies, All rayed flowers, Herbs, Equal-armed crosses, Torches

Midsummer Rune: Dag, the rune of opening. This represents the good door that lets in the beneficial but keeps out the negative.

Midsummer Ogham: Duir, the oak. Duir means "oak" or "door."

Animal Totems: Bee, Butterfly, Bull, Cow, Deer and Stag, Eagle, Falcon and Hawk, Goose, Horse, Lizard, Reindeer, Rooster, Snake, Swan, Woodpecker

Colors: White, Red, Yellow, Gold, all colors of the sun and flames

Gems: Tiger's Eye, Clear Quartz, Topaz, Amber

Tools: Wand, Cauldron, Spear

This Midsummer holds particular significance for me, as I have been working over the past few months to shine the warmth and happiness of the Sun into the dark corners of my life. So the day that is the true zenith of the growth of the Sun also comes at the time when I, personally, am recognizing the culmination of my work to cultivate light of my own. Today I will consecrate my Yellow oil and will use the Sun card from my Fey Tarot deck as a talisman to remind me of my own strength, joy, power, glory and light.

fey-Sun.jpg The Sun, The Fey Tarot

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June 18, 2007

My Magickal Day

Today was a glorious day, in so many ways. First of all, it was beautiful and sunny, without a cloud in the sky. I had reserved a Zipcar convertible Mini for the day with the intention of driving up to the North Shore to do the things I like to do: drive along the beach, poke around in Marblehead, go to Salem to check out the terrific witchy stores and get a reading with Doug at Pyramid Books. What can I say? It ended up being a truly magickal day.

In Marblehead I found a 1925 collection of the stories and poems of W.B. Yeats. I also found some hair barrettes - this may not seem like much of a big deal but as my hair gets longer and the weather warmer, I have had a need, and it's so fulfilling when you find just what you were looking for at a cute boutique in a lovely oceanside village. In another shop I also found a fun pen that is something between a ballerina and a fairy - whatever she is, she is covered in yellow feathers. What fun I will have writing with this pen!

(Yellow became something of a theme today. You may remember some time ago I blogged about yellow being The Color of Happiness. I've been working on getting more yellow in my life - literally and figuratively. Today was a very Yellow day.)

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In addition to witchy window shopping in Salem, I visited AromaSanctum, a wonderful essential oil and fragrance shop a friend of mine introduced me to some months ago. I have been imagining a specially blended Yellow oil to use in meditation, spell work and aromatherapy ever since my happiness dream. Akuura immediately understood exactly what I was after and between the two of us we came up with the perfect mixture of bergamot, tangerine, frankincense and opopanax. Bergamot is a great mood elevator and anti-depressant; tangerine, as a member of the orange family, also stimulates happiness and added a bright citrus note; frankincense has very strong solar energy and is useful for shining light in dark places; opopanax is very protective and offers a grounding element. My Yellow oil is born!

Then it was off to Pyramid to see Doug. He has done a number of readings for me in the past and I like to visit him when I'm in Salem. Although he uses tarot cards, he's really doing a psychic reading. When I feel like I need advice and insight into something specific, I go see Doug. To make a long and complex reading short, I'm moving into a very good cycle and now is the time to pursue a business opportunity as well as to work very actively to manifest love in my life. He advised following the cleansing work I've done with some claiming of my physical space - painting and some new furniture will be just the ticket. And Doug agreed that the New Moon in Cancer coming up on July 14th will be the perfect time to perform love spell work, but cautioned me to consider and plan my spell very carefully. (I'll keep you posted on that.)

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While I was drooling over Pyramid's selection of tarot and oracle decks, I came across one I couldn't resist: Dog Wisdom. One of my primary spirit guides is a wolf. An interesting thing that he has been doing lately is to turn into a puppy and follow me out of the spirit realm. I'm taking this as a sign that I'm meant to find a dog as my familiar. Since I can't have a dog where I'm living now, a dog oracle deck seemed like a fun way to bring a canine influence into my magickal work. The guide book to the Dog Wisdom cards says:

It's up to you how you choose to use the Dog Wisdom cards. You can pull one or more cards daily for an inspiring and uplifting message for the day ahead, or you might choose to ask a specific question while you shuffle the cards and then pick a card to receive clarification and guidance for a particular issue or problem. Allow the inner wisdom of these adorable puppies to give your life more clarity and perspective.

With titles like Believe in Yourself, Forgiveness, Perseverance, Responsibility, Stand Your Ground, Venture Out and Wonder, it's easy to see how these cards could be a useful tool toward finding topics for meditation or guidance. The fact that they have pictures of puppies on them is just a bonus.

My magickal day is not quite over yet. A friend is coming over and, while we still have the convertible, we're going to take a drive, get some dinner, perhaps go for ice cream at Christina's in Cambridge, and enjoy the view of the Stars with the top down.

The Moon is in Leo today. Leo is ruled by the Sun and when the Moon is in Leo, it is a time for enjoyment and warmth. You see. The perfect Yellow day! Magickal indeed.

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June 16, 2007

Of Magick, Grief and the Law of Attraction

A friend of mine insisted that I see The Secret. It would change my life, she suggested. Well, she was right, but not in the way she expected. I started to believe that the failure of a relationship and my inability to simply bounce back and move on was all because I had failed to think positively enough. This hurt more than it helped. Realizing this has taught me some important lessons about being a witch and what we do and do not have the power to change.

As a witch, I believe in the law of attraction. I have experienced the law of attraction at work and without a doubt I believe in its power and validity. Lately, however, I have come to understand that there is only so far that we can take this belief before we wander into the territory of self abuse. Some things are simply beyond our control. Certain life experiences are not meant to be altered, particularly those, like grief, which serve the ultimate end of healing us of pain. When we are already hurting enough, who needs to add our own abuse to the pain we are suffering? And why should we wish to impede the healing process?

A simple answer to the why is that pain is painful. No one wants to feel pain. We humans develop so many mechanisms for avoiding pain. I could offer countless examples of how people can avoid feeling grief without even having to venture into the territories of other sources of pain.

One thing about being a witch is that we take responsibility for our own shit. This can be both a blessing and a burden. Setting out to take responsibility for grief is tricky, and in this I have learned through first hand experience that it is better to be a mere human first and a witch second. How can we claim responsibility for pain inflicted by another or for the natural grief that follows a loss? We can't. And we shouldn't believe that we have to. It's also a mistake to think that we can "wave a magic wand" to make the pain go away. Grief does not work that way.

Magick hasn't failed if it doesn't accomplish the naive desire to stop the pain of grieving. There is no way to short circuit grief. It must be felt. Endured. Lived through. And no amount of magick can change that. This doesn't mean that we are bad witches for failing to accomplish it. Even magick can't accomplish the impossible. When we say that magick is for the highest will, harming none, we include ourselves. The universe knows when the ends of a spell or other work of magick would actually work against our highest will or would have a detrimental effect. Stopping grief is merely postponing the inevitable. Nothing is served by trying to circumvent a necessary part of loss.

I have worked cleansing rituals and banishing spells. The fact that I still feel grief doesn't mean that I have failed as a witch. It simply means that I am human. I hope that my magick has paved the way for an easier time managing my grief, but I was wrong to think that magick would make my pain vanish altogether. Only time can do that.

As for the law of attraction, I believe that the space I have created in my life - through the magickal work I have done and the shift in my own energy that I can only realize through the human work of coming out on the other side of grief - will someday make me ready to welcome someone new. As a good witch I know that this will happen when it serves my highest will.

Good Goddess, please make it sooner rather than later!

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June 14, 2007

Angela-Eloise's Guide to Celestial Navigation

Tonight at 11:13 pm EDT we will have a New Moon in the sign of Gemini. The versatility Gemini brings us, with its dual nature, and its excellent energy for communication and intellectual pursuits, ruled as it is by Mercury, would ordinarily make this an ideal time to explore and expand our views and to consider new possibilities. New Moons are THE time for starting new endeavors. However, Mercury turns Retrograde the following day, which makes figuring how best to navigate through all the celestial energy a bit tricky.

Cafe Astrology offers some tips:

The New Moon in Gemini cycle is a good time to commit to personal goals that express the positive energies of the sign of the Twins. It's time to improve our communication skills by listening to others and enjoying others' points of view, rather than doggedly seeking to find that one elusive "answer". This is a good cycle under which to re-evaluate our communication and social skills by questioning just how much we actually take in information, and communicate in a friendly, non-threatening manner. With this potent Gemini energy, we have the chance to make important changes in our lives. This New Moon is supported by Mars, Saturn, and Neptune, offering us the wherewithal to stick with our plans, and the realism to formulate achievable and practical goals. The New Moon is also challenged by Uranus and Pluto, suggesting we should avoid jumping the gun and jumping to conclusions. This is especially important considering that Mercury is approaching a station and turning retrograde tomorrow.

One of the key words here is re-evaluate. When Mercury is Retrograde, as bad as that can be for creating communication issues, travel snafus, and electronic malfunctions, a more positive effect of this energy is that it allows us to retrace our steps and take another look at things in our lives. Often we see something we missed the first time around. Sometimes, a Mercury Retrograde can bring something back that you thought you'd lost (a business deal, a friend, a job opportunity). The key is to keeping yourself open to possibilities so that you will recognize them when they appear.

This particular New Moon may not be the time to jump gung-ho into something new but to re-evaluate what we've been doing over the past few months to find the areas that could use some attention. What's working? What isn't? Spend some time meditating and thinking about what changes would serve you best. Now is the time to make plans rather than hasty decisions.

Is there something new you've been struggling to implement in your life? This might be a good time to return to that previously set goal and focus on really making it work. For me it's a daily spiritual practice. Part of a Wiccan practice is, after all, regular communication with the divine. Perhaps the Mercury Retrograde will help me return to a place I passed on my path that I need to go back to and sit a while.

Another thing to keep in mind is that Mercury will be Retrograde in the emotional sign of Cancer. Our feelings may not be the steadiest during this time and the energy of the Gemini New Moon will contribute to the tendency toward fickleness. We're likely to feel one way this minute and another the next. Take caution to protect your own feelings but also remember to be sensitive and compassionate toward those around you. The possibility toward misunderstandings will be very high in all areas of our lives where feelings and communication are concerned.

Although Mercury will turn Direct again on July 9th, there are some schools of thought that tell us the effects of a Mercury Retrograde don't dissipate completely until the next New Moon, which will be in Cancer on July 14. In between we'll have a Full Moon in Capricorn to provide a grounding influence in the midst of this unsteady time. As we work through this New Moon in Gemini, the Mercury Retrograde and the coming Full Moon in Capricorn, we can plan for how best to approach the New Moon in Cancer, the zodiac's most fertile sign. The boost to our intuition and emotions that the Cancer Moon will bring will be a welcome change after the uncertainty we're going to start experiencing today. Imagine the opportunity then for beginning new things!

Coming up next: some thoughts on magickal workings to help us get through the next month.

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June 13, 2007

To all the Blogs I've read before

For the past couple of months or so, every time I tried to leave a comment on a Blogger-based blog - which includes many of my favorite Pagan writers - Google/Blogger wouldn't let me log in and I kept getting blocked. Apparently Google/Blogger/Yahoo had some nasty conspiracy going on. Well, I think I've figured out a work-around.

For all of my online friends who so kindly leave comments for me but haven't been feeling any reciprocal love lately, I just wanted you to know that I haven't been ignoring you, I was just experiencing technical difficulties. You should be seeing me in your comments again now.

Blessed be my friends.

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June 11, 2007

Of Knights and Knaves

I'm a fairly intuitive tarot reader. The longer I read, the more some cards come to have a more significant meaning for me and my understanding of those cards brings depth and nuance to the readings that I do. A teacher told me that once you make a personal connection to a card - relating it to something in your own life or suddenly coming to a more profound understanding of its symbolism - that the card will forever after have that meaning for you when it appears. There are a number of cards in the deck for which this has become true for me. For example, I've written about the Nine of Pentacles and the Queens. But for some reason, I still struggle to have any intuitive feeling for the Knights and the Knaves.

These cards hold different names depending on the deck you are using. In The Fey Tarot which I've been using as my primary deck for about a year now, they are known as Knights and Knaves. The Waite-Rider deck calls them the Knights and the Pages; Crowley referred to his as Princes and Princesses. Whatever their names, these Court cards are generally understood to be youthful and less experienced personifications of their suits, the less mature counterparts to the Queens and Kings, the royal children even.

FeyKnC.jpg The Fey Tarot Knight of Chalices

In many decks the Knights are masculine and the Pages/Princesses are generally understood to be feminine, however this is not always the case. I find it interesting that the Fey Tarot doesn't adhere to this standard at all; two of its Knights are female and three of the Knaves are male. (Gender doesn't seem to be as crucial a symbology in the Fey Tarot in general.) The Waite-Rider deck depicts all of the Pages as young boys, and it's easy to see how, influenced as it is by medieval imagery, the idea of a Page as a young man in training who will go on to be a Knight some day lends itself to the ways we generally interpret these two cards. However, many books I've read that cover divinatory meanings of the Waite-Rider Pages tend to analyze them in feminine terms (Introduction to Tarot by Susan Levitt, for example). I have two Celtic-themed decks; one depicts male Knights and Pages and the other depicts Princes and Princesses. There are a lot of artistic decks that follow the Waite-Rider model and depict Pages as male, but many Goddess-themed decks and other contemporary decks depict this Court card as feminine, whether she be a Princess or some other title.

Regardless of the actual gender of the individuals depicted in the cards, I prefer to read the Knights as male and the Knaves/Pages/Princesses as female in order to balance the male/female energies of the Kings and Queens. Occasionally I see Court cards in a reading as representing an actual person, but just as often they represent some aspect of the querent or no particular person at all. In any case, it isn't their gender that makes it difficult for me to read these cards. While I may not directly identify with the Kings, I have no problem reading their energy and meaning in a spread. If my difficulty were one of gender identification, I should be able to read the Knaves/Pages/Princesses and not the Knights. Truth is, its actually easier for me to get an occasional hit from the Knights than it is for me to read their sisters.

Sometimes a Knight in a reading carries the simple meaning that our Western culture has proscribed for him: a Knight in shining armour, the romantic male figure come to rescue the damsel in distress. I often read the Knights as people who are making haste to act within the realm ruled by the suit at hand, often without thought for consequences, a characteristic of youth. But a deeper intuitive meaning usually eludes me when I'm faced with the Knights.

feyknavepentacles.jpg The Fey Tarot Knave of Pentacles

And when it comes to their young sisters at Court, well then I'm at a total loss. I was first taught that the Pages represent a person in a position of learning, and then by another teacher that they represent people with potential to realize something in their lives corresponding to the particular suits. Neither of these explanations has provided much practical guidance when it comes to interpretation in a reading. Is it simply that so many writers and artists who have conceived of the Knaves/Pages/Princesses have taken a different view of who they are that I haven't been able to find a meaning that resonates with me? Or is this some projection of my inability to understand my own young self?

The Fey Tarot book has this to say about the Court cards:

These cards are historically different from the rest of the numerical cards [of the Minor Arcana] as they are illustrated cards that have been in existence since the earliest Renaissance Tarots. When Tarots began to be used for cartomancy (which occurred three centuries after they had been created), the first esoterics paid attention to this difference in design and attributed a very particular role to the 'court cards': they were to represent specific individuals, not just situations, but archetypes and physical people.

Beyond that, this book does not put forth any particular meaning for the Knight and Knave cards except for the specific meaning given for each individual card in this particular deck. It would seem that the description above is good enough for this deck's creators, especially given that the Fey are such unique individuals to start with and the meaning of the cards on which they appear is largely determined by how they are depicted. This is fine if one wants to memorize given meanings or even to interpret based on the images alone, but doesn't offer me much help in my quest to find a more intuitive understanding of the Knights and Knaves in general.

Turning to a somewhat more authoritative voice on the subject, I consulted Rachel Pollack's book, Seventy-Eight Degrees of Wisdom, one of my favorite tarot references. In her introduction to the Minor Arcana, Rachel Pollack provides simple meanings for each of the figures of the Court that "derive from the qualities of the cards themselves." The Knights, she says, represent action and responsibility to others. The Pages represent exploration and study. By way of offering a tool for finding deeper meaning in any given card, Rachel Pollack offers the following explanation, which I find particularly useful:

In some situations the suit and the number support each other, in some they conflict, sometimes even producing the opposite of the number's meaning. For example, the unifying theme of Eight is movement. Since Fire also means movement, Wands express this theme very directly. Swords, however, stress conflict. Instead of someone on the move, the Eight of Swords shows a woman whose movement is restricted. The issue remains movement, but now the opposition becomes the focus.
knightofp.jpg The Waite-Rider Knight of Pentacles

If I extend this analysis to the Court cards, specifically the Knights and the Knaves, there is a glimmer of hope that I might arrive at a place of better understanding. For example, the Knight of Pentacles represents action in the suit associated with the grounded element of Earth. In the Waite-Rider deck, this Knight is the only one whose horse is standing still. Perhaps the Knight of Pentacles represents someone who needs to act but is being inhibited in some way by his or her situation or attachment to the status quo. Looking at him from a more positive perspective, perhaps he is the most responsible of the four Knights, rooted in practicality as he is by the earthy Pentacles, and therefore less likely to act in haste.

Rachel Pollack's interpretation of the Knight of Pentacles seems to bear out my own, saying, "In his best sense he is deeply rooted to the outer world and to simplicity, a quality suggested by the way his horse stands firmly on the ground, with its rider sitting upright." The upright young man doing the responsible thing. She goes on to discuss that the symbolism of this Knight looking beyond and not directly at the Pentacle he holds suggests that "he has lost sight of the source of his strength in life." While I saw the dichotomy between the action of the Knight and the stabile quality of the Pentacles in a slightly different way, I don't think I was too far off in my application of Rachel's tool for reading cards with possibly opposing "numbers" and suits.

How might this way of looking at the Court cards apply to the Knaves/Pages/Princesses? In the suit of Swords, which represents the element of Air and the realm of thought and the mind, the Knave/Page/Princess is the perfect representation of the ideal pursuer of knowledge. I find it more difficult to work out this part of the puzzle with the other elements of Water, Fire and Earth. A simple reading that these cards represent people who want to, should be, or are learning in the intellectual realm of Air, the creative and emotional realm of Water, the energetic and passionate realm of Fire, and the material and natural realm of Earth is just too facile for my taste. There has to be something more.

The Druidcraft Tarot, mentioned above as the Celtic-themed deck that uses Princes and Princesses, interprets the Princesses like this:

The Princesses, sometimes called Pages in other decks, symbolize youthful potential as yet unfulfilled, or projects in their infancy. Sometimes they can indicate actual children or babies, or they may signify a young person, or someone young in spirit, a student, or someone starting out on a new venture. The Princess cards often signal freshness and hope, just as the sunrise heralds the promise of a new day.

This description elaborates on the themes I've already learned to associate with the Knaves/Pages/Princesses, offering additional ways of interpreting the cards that might be helpful with future readings.

princessdisks.jpg The Crowley Thoth Princess of Disks

I also found Tarot.com's interpretation of the Crowley Princess of Disks to be a helpful elaboration on the meanings I have learned to associate with the Knaves/Pages/Princesses:

This card is traditionally entitled the Page, but in some modern decks appears as a Princess. This card's energy has to do with learning about compound interest and abundance. Her attention is focused on learning the natural laws that pertain to natural synergies.

Whether the learning is about growing vegetables, the stock market or culturing new medicines in the lab, this Page wants to understand the underlying mechanism that supports the creation of results and abundance.

You may see this person in the position of the attendant or junior partner, but that is only a current appearance. That demeanor of humility or servitude will soon enough disappear, as her sense of mastery increases. By studying the example of those around her, successful and unsuccessful, she is building a game plan that will lift her from obscurity and make her successful in her own right. She just has to collect the necessary education and experience, which she is doing right now.

feyKnaveC.jpg The Fey Tarot Knave of Chalices

It is easy to imagine how this description of the Princess of Disks could be extended toward an interpretation of the Knave of Chalices from the Fey Tarot. Having to do with the watery realm of emotion, intuition and creativity, the young Knave holds a chalice filled with water and occupied by a fish. Maybe he's learning the art of divination, or he's exploring his feelings for a new love. At this stage in his development he has chosen to immerse himself in a world of water to learn all that he can and perhaps is taking advice from an expert, represented by the fish. In any case, we trust that he will learn what he needs to take him to the point where he can progress to the role of the Knight, putting his potential into action.

According to its creator, this card tells us that "in youth it is not always possible to distinguish between the emotions that will last and those that will vanish in the morning." It is the nature of youth to be hungry for knowledge and this Knave craves the knowledge of how to deal with his emotions and sentiments. "The fish that emerges from the chalice is an ancient symbol that indicates the materialization of the mind's imaginings." In asking questions of our divinatory tools, we are, in essence asking questions of ourselves.

Again, after consulting an expert, I find that my reading of this card was not far from its intended meaning. And ultimately, to be a truly intuitive reader, it is my understanding of the card that is most important.

So, just as the Knave of Chalices will mature to understand and act upon the nature of his feelings, we who read the tarot will become more adept at interpreting the cards the more we use them and the more we explore the difficult questions about that which we don't understand. Do I have a better grasp of the Knights and Knaves than I did before I set out to write this article? Yes. But only time - and readings - will truly tell.

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 8:39 PM | Comments (0)

June 9, 2007

Hex is Back!

It's been a long time coming, but finally season two of the best witchy show currently on television is airing on BBC America. Hex is the story of a group of students at a posh prep school who get caught up in the ultimate battle of good vs. evil.

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I blogged my delight when the show first appeared this time last year. And now the story continues:

Return to Medenham Hall where the battle to save the world from evil is still raging.

At the close of the first season, Cassie's aborted baby boy is found alive and growing at a startlingly inhuman rate. His birth has unleashed an onslaught of fallen angels, whose only aim is to slay the mortals around them and gain control of the world as we know it. The human race's only chance for survival rests in the hands of Medenham student, Ella Dee. She is no mere mortal, but even with her mysterious powers, can she alone fight the powers of Hell on earth?

As season two opens, Medenham's warrior and savior, Ella (Laura Pyper), lies drugged and vulnerable in a psychiatric hospital. Former student and current ghost, Thelma (Jemima Rooper), races to save Ella, knowing full well that it was her selfish deal with fallen angel, Azazeal (Michael Fassbender), that landed Ella where she is now. Thelma's only hope of saving her is enlisting Ella's merely-mortal new boyfriend, Leon (Jamie Davis).

Back at school, Headmaster David (Colin Salmon) is forced to take drastic action to protest Ella's treatment. This leaves the school vulnerable to an evil spirit posing as a teacher, Jez (Sam Troughton), who uses alpha mean girl, Roxanne (Amber Sainsbury), to help him carry out his evil plan. 

By appearing to Leon in his dreams, Thelma hopes that his feelings for Ella are strong enough to resist Roxanne's bullying demands that they all forget about her and move on. But just as Thelma starts to make progress, Azazeal sends the eerie Perie the Faerie (Katrine De Candole) to pose as Ella's new nurse. As Nurse Perie feeds her a drug that drains her telekinetic powers and threatens to leave her totally defenseless, will mere mortal Leon find it in himself to rescue Ella before it's too late?

The season premiere aired last Saturday but is being rerun tonight at 8 pm EDT, with a new episode airing at 9. It's going to be another season of good witchy fun.

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Reporting from my perch on the sofa . . .

Today is Boston's Pride Parade. They changed the parade route this year and it will be passing right under my living room window! It's like having an apartment on 5th Avenue for the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade!

With mimosa in hand, I'm watching everyone preparing below. So far I've seen a brightly painted fairy (okay, smart alecs, so there are lots of fairies, but I mean the kind with wings), a coterie of drag queens dressed in red feathers, a black truck with pink shag carpet and attendants with hair to match, and a pair of "ladies" who could have come straight from Royal Ascot with their huge flowered hats. And this is just the staging ground that I can see from here. Once the parade starts, I'll have the perfect view of everything!

Some of my friends who are marching with Boston's GLBT Pagans have promised to look up and wave as they walk by. I'd take pictures but when I tried to take out one of my screens I nearly fell out the window. I think that might put a damper on the festivities. So I'll update with a post-parade report.

UPDATE - Highlights so far: the Hot Lips truck giving a jump start to the WFNX van, the horned costumes worn by the Latino Health Institute marchers, the bagpiper for Boston's Ironsides Rugby, Queer Soup's girl in a barrel, the Starbucks drag mermaid hitching up her tube top, seeing a couple of friends marching with the Independent Pagans of New England.

UPDATE TWO - Further highlights: Drag Dorothy and the friendliest looking flying monkey I've ever seen, the Lawn Chair Bears, the French Bulldog leading the Mass Equality group, the Bacardi peaches (girls in peach costumes) and the spastic dancer in the speedo on their van, the drag queen wearing a hat made out of about a hundred flip flops in the shape of a flip flop (of course), and bringing up the rear (pun intended) the dancers on the Portuguese Speakers float.

And here come the street cleaners.

Celebrating diversity, equality and love for all. Happy Pride everyone!

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 11:47 AM | Comments (0)

June 6, 2007

Books: piling on to the latest meme

One of the latest memes flying around the internets is to post a picture of the pile of books that you are reading, want to read, hope to get to some time this century. I first learned of this when Chas Clifton posted his and invited his readers to do the same.

Here's mine:

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Now, books that I would be reading if I had the money to buy them right now. Well, that's another story. The Llewellyn catalog arrived the other day and these are the books I'm currently lusting after:

The Complete Magician's Tables
The Complete Magician's Tables, Stephen Skinner
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
Pagan Visions for a Sustainable Future, Ly de Angeles, Emma Restall Orr & Thom Van Doren
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
Ecoshamanism, James Endredy
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
Buckland's Complete Book of Witchcraft, Raymond Buckland
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
The Path of Alchemy, Mark Stavish
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
Three Books of Occult Philosophy, Henry C. Agrippa, Edited by Donald Tyson
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
The Witch's Guide to Life, Kala Trobe
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
The Body Sacred, Dianne Sylvan
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
Karmic Astrology, Ruth Aharoni
Reach for the moon with Llewellyn
Houses, Gwyneth Bryan

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 10:38 AM | Comments (4)

June 5, 2007

It's Tuesday, We're In Love

Taking a cue from the Stone Roses, the theme for today is "I wanna be adored."

(So I'm mixing my bands like metaphors. But I've got Slade's song lyric theory on the brain - I can't help myself.)

Cafe Astrology tells us:

Venus enters Leo today and stays in the sign until July 14th.We take pride in love, and we are generous with our money as well during this cycle. This is a warmhearted, teasing, expressive, proud, and extravagant placement for Venus. Love is a bit of a game--a game that is perpetual, as Venus in Leo is forever stuck in the romance stage of a relationship. We feed on attention, acknowledgement, validation, and adoration. Venus in Leo loves to be adored, pampered, and admired. Pride and passion are hallmarks of this cycle. We have a strong ego investment in our love lives during this period. The negative expression of this placement is overstating our feelings simply for the effect, as well as extravagance. Today, both Venus and the Sun form hard angles to Jupiter. With these energies, we might take great strides to get noticed. We need to avoid hasty, or haughty, decision making, as well as overindulgence and impulsive buying sprees. We might overstate our feelings or promise more than we can deliver. Conflicting urges with regards to what we think we should do and what we want to do can be frustrating now. Watch for overestimating your capabilities now.

It's going to be a wild and crazy ride, people. Grab onto someone and hang on tight!

Posted by Angela-Eloise at 10:22 AM | Comments (0)